I am lucky that i have met you ♥

Disappointed!!!

2010-10-05T07:46:00.001+08:00

I am really fucking disappointed! You seriously changed after knowing him. Since u think he is much more important then i shall give up. Its not the first time! Always quarrel with him then look for me, jio me out but if you guys ok in an hour u sure put me areoplane one! In this case, no point keeping contact with a person who i treasure but doesnt even think of me! Fuck it!

2010-08-25T22:50:00.003+08:00

I am back to blog :)

Been so busy with work. My lastest record of OT is working till 3.30am on a friday night. followed by 1.30am. Both on a friday night.. Working on sat afternoon was fine but i have work-ed from sat afternoon 1plus to 11 plus in the night. WTF. I like sold my life to my company already la! Everyday also OT. Then if nv go back on sat i would sleep till afternoon. No time for Baby , no time for family. Don need to say my girlfriends lo.

There are 2 new pple in my Dept now and i have been guiding them though i have alot of shipments to do. No choice, job given by manager and i can only do. Trying my best to cope with everything. Hopefully bosses could see! Have been lunching in almost everyday for the 4th week already. Really no more life. Seriously hope things would turn better after 2 new person learn-ed their part.

Have to postpone my futher studies to next year. after everything stable down. Hopefully by March!

I m going off to rest.

2010-07-17T15:37:00.003+08:00

My life changes since i met my Baby. And of cos i love my current life !!!

A life which was entirely different from my past. I wished i can fully forget my past and get on life with my current friends.

Working night life last time has cause a lot of problem to my body system. Drinking , smoking 7 days a week was 'enjoyable' for me last time, but now i felt y m i so stupid and working in night life. But if i nv work night life , i will nv meet baby and all those buddy plus girlfriend who truely care for me and spend the 2 yrs plus with me. thru them i have learn-ed how to think which has lead to a better life of me currently.

I take up courses , change to morning job, and no more contacting pple who cause me lots of problem and of cos i met "HIM".

Currently i love the job i m working and of cos i meet new friends too. And of cos there are bitches around.

I always tots i have true friends, to my surprise, there is no true friend around for me when i has problem. Maybe i m not those 'likeable' ba. I treat pple like friend, sister and even bestie. but most of them turn to me only when they quarrel with bf, no place to go. Thats y i don ask pple out now adays , i rather stay at hme and do my stuff. Ask-ed them, their reply will be, ' huh ? i tml got work lehs, my bf not working today lehs.' all these fucking reason i have heard donno how many times le la. ' Meeting up doesnt mean have to stay out late. u mean u working i fucking don need to work? u have time to meet others, but have u ever called up to ask me out. always waiting for me to call u and i have to go places which is near your hus. I moved hus, but i doesnt mind travelling , i asked you out if u are ok, i don mind going anyway but at least be fair and i have to go back alone but u guys can go back by minutes.

Hais. true friends are hard to find, i m seriously dissappointed~~

2010-07-09T15:11:00.000+08:00

this few months do happen loads of things that pissed baby and me off.
Baby's so called 'BEST FRIEND/BROTHER' had really make us see his real look.
Baby is so dissappointed in him, Baby keep giving him chances to see if he will 自动 or not. But months passes. nthin is happening.

Ever since he got gf, he has start forgetting baby. When he has no GF, everywhere we go, he is following. Even before me and Baby got together, everytime we meet , he will be there. We got together already, he will still be seen everytime. But ever since he got GF, he change entirely. Not meeting as usual is still ok as we understand that he wanna acc his gf but not even a single call? when he has no gf, he called baby to say meet out everytime, but now got gf , he fuck care him. Do you think its fair for baby?

I know he will read my blog de, i purposly posted this on my blog so that he know baby is really dissapointed in him. 10 over years of friendship. Please think of it, is this friendship of your important. i also don wish to see the good relationship of you guys fall apart.

No one is asking you to leave ur girlfriend alone. not every week meet up but 自动 la.
Even if ur gf don like to meet us , u can meet him alone. Think of it before it's really too late :(( i really hope you are not the type that will because of girl 放弃 brother de lo. Unless u nv even treat Baby as your brother before.

2010-05-07T00:29:00.001+08:00

Just back from Jurong Point with baby watched Iron Man 2 , its not as nice as what i expected! IP MAN still nicer. Didnt go to wrk today , MC again! I m getting weaker! Went vivo though i m sick as i need to get a dress for myself! Sat is janet's wedding already! Need to b her sister and the theme is white, worst is i don have any white dress so ask baby to acconpany me and buy. Went Vivo but nth caught my eye so ask baby to come back jurong point and we came back by bus! Been quite some time since i last take bus for such a long distance. Haha.
Back to Jurong Point and walk for quite sometime till i saw a shop which is full of dress , went in and wow the price is like almost 100 for a tube dress so decided to go around. Finally i found my dress . Bought it and went for dinner and movie!!!

Enjoyed my birthday over the last weekend! And i hereby thanks all cousin and friends for coming dwn and aso for the sabo la! I love all the present and of cos ang paos frm my relatives and friends! Thanks all and i had a wonderful 21st birthday!!! Pictures will b uploaded soon!!!!

2010-04-27T23:39:00.001+08:00

Counting down 3 more days to my birthday celebration. Things not brought! Work was busy , no time to shop for BBQ things! :( This coming fri and mon I will be on leave ! Yeah :) long weekend to prepare , celebrate my birthday. This few days came hm but didn't get to have the chance to buy things as mummy and daddy was tired and can't accompany me go buy. Just ordered cake today and it's just a normal and simple cake. Didn't have the chance to go better place to look for design so chose a simple one , anyway we gonna eat that :) Hopefully no one bug cake for me on that day. Because I order 2.5 kg cake which I think is too much ! Hmmm still haven get all confirmation on pple who will be coming :( I have to SMS and asked all over again. Seriously I m really looking forward to enjoy myself on that special day of mine :)

2010-04-22T23:50:00.001+08:00

Counting down to my birthday. Still got alot to do. And I haven plan what to buy for BBQ . Those who are going ? Anything u guys would like to have ? Still quite num of ppl have not confirm with me. I hope to have a nice and memorable 21st birthday but someone actually spoilt my mood. Don wish to name but is just digusting. Doing that to me in the past, stabbed me behind still wanna come my birthday . Don you feel disgusted ? The most is I didn't invite u:) Well but I don mind , as long as on that day everything go smoothly :) And everyone enjoy .

2010-04-16T08:17:00.001+08:00

2 more weeks to my 21st birthday celebration. Have not starting things , haven even plan wad to buy for BBQ :(

Few things hopefully can get it in my birthday present by anyone :)
:- small handbags for outing
:- big side bag for work
:- dress that can wear to work and out
:- pants
:- laptop
:- full set make up
:- camera
:- pretty tops

Alot of things but planned to get some myself:) yeah

2010-03-28T12:54:00.002+08:00

It's Sunday again. Gonna work tomorrow again :(

Well had a wonderful outing yesterday with Baby , Daryl and his girlfriend. :)

Baby was so pitiful , went to work early in the morning , came back around 12 plus and we went to ZOO with Daryl and his GF ... Reach there and had our breakfast cum lunch . After that we started on out Zoo tour. Fun outing , had some photos but i don think i will blog it today. I am super tired... After all the walking, we ended our trip by having KFC . OMG i gonna grow fatter very soon ...

Back home, bathed and wait for Siling and boon to go for lennon's birthday. Well we went there , chat with YJ, Siling, Su Yin , Rachel and Boon of cos with Baby. Super long didnt see Ling and Su Yin. They are still super funny, esp Su Yin. Still the blur queen i have knew. Yan Jin super busy so we didnt talk much but i am sure we gonna meet up real soon :)

Later gonna go out shopping with Baby :) Woots.

Tommorrow is Our 22nd month anniversary. Time passes so fast and we have been together for almost 2 year. Of cos we gonna keep this going on. He is my LOVE.

2010-03-22T17:35:00.001+08:00

Last exam for my certificate course , finally I hang on till today . But I am scare that I gonna fail, nothing goes into my head no matter how much I study :( went for exam today , seriously speaking the paper is not difficult but I seem can't answer most question but I just apply it with my daily working experience :) hopefully it does earn me enough points to pass :)

Sat was raining but Baby still brings me go Bugis to shop :) but I didn't shop for anything as nth caught my eyes and te motive to go there is to shop fir Baby's thingy :) After shopping , baby rides me back and rest awhile while he went to meet up his ex camp mates and I stay at hm prepare to go out . Hahaha . He came back and we went parkland meeting daryl and his GF for drinking session. After that we went for movie session . OMG I was perfectly fine but suddenly I felt giddy and feels like vomiting , ermm I know I m drunk . Hahaha so I rest and off we go for movie ( Kidnapper ) . I was slepping for the 1at 15 mins of the show an watch the rest. This show is nice , I like it , Baby like it too.

2010-03-15T20:36:00.001+08:00

Finally my work have stable dwn. Now it's tine to plan for further studies ? Should I continue in Diploma In Business or should I go for Diploma In Logistic??? It's giving ne headache ! And I have not started to save for the course ! Exams us coming and I m like not even started studying . Wth ! U m not gonna fail this module . I need it to get my cert ! Hmmm time flies . Few more month I m turning 21 :) and I gonna celebrate by opening chalet and inviting important ppl in my life :) My family , relatives , close friends and of cos my baby :) hmmm I m really looking forward though it's still far away . Lols

2010-02-21T16:40:00.001+08:00

Back to blog!

Have been staying OT for the past few day after CNY is so busy. Wed stay till 9 plus, Thurs stay till 11.15 and fri stay till 12 am . Wth still haven finish wad I should! Brought it home with 20+ orders and do it on sat nite till 2am plus .
Finally done with all BL draft and still pending with all documents that I have to dispatch on Monday . Super shag. Monday have class and I may have to give up lesson to do OT. I m so sad :(
I still haven check BL as carrier not wrkin on weekends la.

Finally got my accounting result before CNY , and I spend my CNY without worries. I passed it with a C . Better than wad I expect. Because I really didn't study much. I expect myself to fail .

Hopefully HR can pass too and I will get my cert :))

I have friends in new wrk place already . They are a group of jokers . They make me feel I m welcome in the company !! Happy and feel more relaxing :)

2010-01-20T11:55:00.001+08:00

Started my new job yesterday 18/01/09! So far so good, just that I Donn have any friends yet. Pple there are not that friendly but still fine na. Of cos i still preferred the days at Firmenich , so much laughter and colleague there are so friendly! Missed the days and frens there! Worried bout my accounting result . Just had it last Monday and I m dissapointed in myself ! I suppose to know more than wad I learn but when I see the question, hais I mess everything up! How to get dip in this way. Gonna study logistic after this, I doubt I can get into poly , so i have to search school again! Gonna start save soon . I can carry on this way ! Save for study, future & holiday with baby this may.. It's a long time plan. So save save save :) wrk harder !!!

2010-01-06T23:34:00.001+08:00

Nv work today as i gt interview! met up with yanjin @ yishun after my interview . Talk alot with her and knew alot of things happen in this past few months. Really hope everything will be over. Asked Siling along but she is wrking so can't , will be meeting her next week with Yanjin since I m not wrking next week. We talk so much till the time passes so fast. Think we too long didn't meet up le.

Let's talk bout my interview , went for 2 interview . Both logistic firm. I was being offered on spot for the first one. Of cos I accepted but I went for the second one too. I prefered the first one. Although the bonus of the second one is better but I dob like the enviorment there so I didn't regret taking up the first one. :) starting on 18 Jan so next week no wrk !

Bought I phone, last week and gt new job this week , good good. Happy!

New year eve went out countdown with Baby and co , fun fun . Drink alot , dance too. Club club club , damm long nv do that le. Anyway I enjoy with his accompany. Even not club I will still enjoy . Loved him !

That all, tired gonna rest soon. Tml got to work again, no mood , I m already in holiday mood man !

2009-12-28T18:59:00.002+08:00

I am have an interview with UOB this wednesday , hopefully it goes well. Good luck to myself.

I have told my HR that i am gonna leave only on the 9 Jan , which mean i am helping them awhile more lor. LOLs.

Account exams is OTW , and i have not even started to study, well gonna start soon. All the best to myself once again for my exams and job hunting.

I have lots of photo which i didnt blog up, gonna upload up soon when i am free .

* Some no name pples are spamming my blog, LOLs . I have entertainment in this ways, but too bad i have no time to entertain. : ) LOLs. Happy spamming :)

2009-12-26T11:46:00.002+08:00

Went Veron Sis ROM on 23rd Dec 2009, wish her all the best :) Baby came to fetch me after that and all the way back Jurong :)

Thursday went to work as usual and hald day leave. Shiok. Went back my home , and slack with my brothers,

Jurong birdpark with family , wah damm long quene lor, went Jurong West there eat bbq fish and daddy sent me back to Baby's hme, slept till this morning and back to work again , finish in half an hour time...

Some pple is spamming me , i goona make it private liao, only good friends will be invited

2009-12-22T22:05:00.003+08:00

Just came back from Changi Hospital, grandma was hospitalise again.

Went there with daddy, lil bro, 5th Aunt & lil cousin. Hope she will get well soon :)

Actually we are nt suppose to go up togther as only 4 person is allowed at a time , but one of the nurse there was so kind and told us to go up with pass then come down again to bring another 1 up with the pass, and we did it.

Work was usual today. Doing the same things everyday. Pple make same mistakes, and i have to help and solve. I am the most junior de, but i have to help and solve. Sian!!! Pple don change !

Tomorrow is beloved sis-Veron ROM. Gonna go there after work and Baby goona fetch me back :)

That's all for today !

Miss my Girlfriends .

Love my Baby !

Nite :)

2009-12-17T20:44:00.002+08:00

Its been 2 months i never blog again.

Has been working in the new company for going 3 mths, and i have tender again , last day is end of this mth! I have tender last week! I couldnt stay working in the company. I m damm piss off with SOMEONE . I really tot i can work long but this company, i m so sorry, i really cant tolerate!

How can a person be so irresponable? I donno where he is lazy or just don bother to do anything !!

Although u are very weak in computer but i always thinks that if u have the determination to learn something , you would be able to learn. but u nv show any effort to let me know that you are willing to learn, there is always 101 reason for u not to start learning. So what if u work long, have more technical knowlege?? What i think is to survice in a company , u must know both technical and aso basic knowlege of system. The company wont demand you to be very expert in the system but i believe if u want to learn , maybe u may take long but they will still be willing to teach. Everyone start without computers knowlege, but how those IT guys can be so good in computers , it mayb becos they are clever but if u are willing to learn , mayb u may overtake them one day! Drinking coffee in office hour is acceptable but it should be only done in the office. I donno who gave him the permission to actually go downstairs an have coffee. 5-10mins is fine but is like 30-45mins.

Tell me who can actually tolerate this. I am alrdy kind enough for not telling you off, but i still feedback about you! Given of my temper, i didnt tell u off is very nice liao.

Management actually talk-ed to me , i am very apperiated but sorry i have make up my mind. The limit of tolerance is UP !!! So too bad , i have set up my mind !!! Of cos i do don bear to go but is just for few friends there. Hopefully we still will keep in contacts and do meet up when we are free.

Just now play with my neighbour new born baby, so cute... My sis bring her over to play for around 1 hr. Hees very very cute. I thought of my godson liao. WEIEN , god mummy miss you.

I wonder when i can see him...

Less than 1 week to my precious sis Big Day!! So happy for her!!

Finally my Marketing Result is out, I am very confident that i will fail but i pass with fine grades. When i saw my result , i am really flying . So happy that i call Baby to tell him about my good news. I always think of him first when i have good new and of cos when i have problem. I am really happy that i have met him , as he really nv feel to make me smile when i m down . And of cos i love to share good news with him .. I know he will be happy for me too. Planning Planning Planning. I do have alot of plans ! Firstly of cos is my work , then my study , lastly is for my family as in my father all. Want them to have good life too.

Alrite, i'll have to stop! Tml got 1 interview @ TUAS. Gonna wait for Baby's call and rest soon:)

IIMISSMYGIRL.FRDS & IILOVEMYBOYFRIEND!!

2009-10-16T08:03:00.005+08:00

Hi reader, i am back. Been so busy studying & working , finally i have the time to blog today.

Many things happen through out the months.

I have moved to Sangkang during August. Although is smaller but i do like this place, i have peace here. No more living in the past , i do not want to see all those pple that i don want to see. Living in a new place, working in a new place. I am a different person now. i know who are my friend and who are not !! Pple who betrayed me , i believe they will have have their lesson real soon. Especially those who act so well in front of you , but behind you another person . Fuck you guys ! Do not need to name out, u should noe it well.

My studies are still going on fine , passed my 2 modules still left with 3 modules. Still coping on with it. Marketing is damm stressful , still doing my marketing project. Never done individual project before, this is my first time, very very difficult. Regret for not studying well last time, now i really encourage those who are still studying to study well & dont be like me. Working and studying at the same time is really stressful , so if u all can make it to study full time , go for it.

I have resign from my pervious company as i found a better full time job. Now working in an air con company as a service cooridnator. Stressful but i still have to cope. Trying to save as much as possible so my family do not need to suffer next time.

R/S is well, but i m separate with baby again. He went somewhere for something again. Hopefully he will be back soon . I miss him badly.

Thats it of today. I shall post my pictures soon. Alot alot of pictures not posted .

Looking forward for tmr's Malaysia trip with the ANG'S..

2009-05-29T13:13:00.002+08:00

Here to wish me & my hubby a

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY !!!

Hopefully we enjoy tonight !!!!

IILOVEYOU

2009-05-19T19:33:00.006+08:00

Sch started yesterday , after wrk meet Baby & Daryl to have dinner at Tiong Bahru & walk around as it was still early . They sent me to PSB & smoke before i went in.. Look for the class location & i somehow dont noe where to go. hahas . So long didnt study & suddenly get back to sch was like Errr... Not bad actually , but jus dun get use yet : ) Hopefully soon :)

1 Week plus to Me & Baby's 1 Year Anniversary . I have given him the present . Hahahs all bouts Pictures . I made a Jizzaw puzzel with our Pictures & a lighter with our PIctures : ) Total spends around $130 . hahas...

Now adays was busy with works & studies.. I still got alot to catch up with . Learned to fried rice last week.. 1st time & my family says its was nice. Hahahs . i m so happy. Actually planned to cook for Baby on Sun but his mum got cook so postpone. Planned to do exercise every week with Baby , decided to swim last sun but was cancelled too as Baby is not feeling well. Such an unlucky Sunday !!

Olrite i m going to rest well tonight !! tomorrow a long day to go as i got sch !!!

2009-05-19T19:09:00.013+08:00

My Birthday Pictures : )

If i still dont upload , my stupid girl going to kill me liao ... hahahs ..

Thanks everyone for coming anyway !

Loves

2009-05-05T19:47:00.004+08:00

20/04/09!!

Big quarrel with him!! went chit chat with Yan jin nuer at East Park.. didnt pick up his calls for awhile but still msg him back ...

21/04/09!!

Didnt went to work as i do not have the mood !! went to meet him as he ask me over so i cabb-ed over only when he wake up nah.

I was feeling weird when he woke up that late, but i think that i m jus over suspicious...

24/04/09!!

Went over Baby's hus , & his parent is leaving for holiday, Worried that baby wont get the chance to sent them off , jus as they leave , i heard Baby's bike sound , hahas , he is back ...

28/04/09!!

Back to baby's hus after a day at home :)

29/04/09!!

Happy 11 mths Hubby!!!

Went back Baby's hus, its our 11 mths!!!

01/05/09!!

Its Labour Day ! Came back home with baby to go Sheng Siong to get BBQ stuff . As mummy is more expert in all this while i dun noe anything !! hAhahahs ... Spent almost $350 overall !!

Back home , Slack-ed & show Baby my last time photos ... hahahs ... went back his hus after that : )

02/05/09!!

Woke up very early to withdraw money & wait for Daryl to fetch my & Baby back to my hus : )

Mummy has done alot of things & was sleeping when i m home ... So we slack-ed & Baby use com ! 4 plus 5 , we set off to East Coast ... i went there with Baby & Daryl 1st while Daddy sent Mummy to bedok for her singing session !! Look for my pit when we reach-ed there .. OMG .. i m so stupid to book a place so far na ... Cos map looks near !! Hahahaa... went Daddy & silbing came , we carry things & bring them to the pit ... Set up fire & Baby , Me & Daryl went renting Bicycles for 1 hr ... hahahas ... woots : ) wahahahs .. Alicia call-ed me when i was renting , asking me why my bbq pit have no pple , only 1 uncle starting fire , & i say its my dad ! hahhas ... they pass me present & went to skate .. So we went cycling ! Yeah .. Fun but i m damm tired after that ... Bertina , Edwina , Belinda & Felicia was there when i m back.. So chit chat ... Damm long nv meet up since we left Primary School na ... Hahahhas ... More & more pple came & i am busy .. Took quite a num of pictures, will be uploaded ! Rain & Veron sis came over but they left after cutting cake : ) Girlfren came but was quite late as she is got wrk : ) Mummy came over at 10 plus & its cutting cake time : )

Many left after cutting cake , but Xiao Bai came after that : )

I really appreciate everyone that came down that day ..

THANKS EVERYONE : ) I enjoy-ed on this special day : )

We left arounf 2am as it was going to rain ... hahhas ..Daryl sent girlfren back & then sent Baby's & me back to JW ... So nice of him. Thanks yea.. Carry lots of things back .. Reach-ed home , i bath-ed & Sleep ... Lols ...

03/05/09!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF !!!

My special day but i stay at home whole day : )

04/05/09!!

Waited for my precious to wake up , & i wait till 1 plus ... Meet her @ Lakeside & went JP to make present for baby .. Spent almost $200 overall ...JP was big but sian after walking for awhile sio... Pack Subway & Cabb-ed& seent YJ to Lennon Mum hus & back to Baby's hus : )

2009-04-20T10:29:00.005+08:00

I m back ! hahas so long didnt blog liao : ) no time to blog .. shall update wad i rem ..

8-4-09

after wrk when to meet Baby .. Sleep for awhile then went JP with him to buy shoe , after that bus to Boon Lay & watch him play soccer ... They enjoy while i sit there watch him play , enjoyable but abit sian cos there is nth i can do :) They play till around 2am & Wen Hao sent us back Baby hus , bath & sleep !!

12-04-09

went wrk as usual , abit sian as so long de weekend ar ... Stay for OT ... till around 8 plus , Cabb-ed home ... Eat dinner as Mummy cook & left food for me :)

13-4-09

Stay OT till 8 plus again , meet YJ to have dinner & chat under block till 9 plus 10pm .. Went home , sis jus reach-ed home too .. Bath , chatt-ed with Baby for awhile & i went to bed ...

14-4-09

actually should stay for OT de but not feeling well & i went home, went home eat dinner & rest .. 11 plus sleep again ...

16-4-09

Went Northpoint to have dinner with my 2 brothers & went back home ... Baby stay in today & went out to eat .. I am feeling tired liao... really sick of saying back same things again .. Decided not to say .. Also decided not to wait for his call that night ... went to lie on my bed & i dunn even noe wad time i fall asleep : )

17-4-09

After wrk went over his hus & wait for him to be back ... & he bluff me that he will not be home so early meeting fren to chat ... Arggh , i dun wish to say anything so ask-ed him to enjoy lor ... But in the end he is alrdy home ... Stupid ... I m so stupid to belief na ...

18-4-09

Not a happy day ... I m not happy !!!! I had enuf , & i want to stop saying of things i have say again & again ... it up to you to change ... i have given up , really given up ... at nite went party world with Baby & Daryl... thats all

19-4-09

Wake up at 9 plus , same old thing , watch hime game lor .. help him to do housewrk & we went back for a nap ... wake up , bath , watch him play game awhile & went out with his family to eat at sengkang... after that cabb-ed back his hus , watch him game again , i watch tv & sleep alone : ) as he is gaming ...

2009-03-26T18:39:00.003+08:00

today didnt go wrk again ... was at home ... jus ate 2 extra strong panadol... OMG... this mth keep fallin sick due to the weather ...

plann-ed to open BBQ on 2nd may to celebrate my birthday , intend to meet up long lost frens ... book-ed the pit alrdy... shall think of who to invite , hopefully all are free ...

This few days was veri busy at wrk , learn more things & even stay back to complete things ... tiring !!!!

nth much to blog ...

I miss Baby so much ... hais ...

2009-03-22T13:53:00.003+08:00

18.03.09-

went back to wrk , was so busy before lunch .. after lunch still find na ... went to find baby after wrk ... thats all : )

19.03.09-

went to wrk as usual ... Baby's on leave & i m having halfday ! hahhas ... Baby suggest to fetch me from wrk , but end up didnt cos got things lor ... so i went back his hus , bought food for him... So good rite? hahahs then bath & rest .. meet daryl & wanted to go party world but he was so late , so we went to eat & decided to look for Kelly at her work place ... Drink & sings... i m so damm stupid to accidentally pour beer on myself & i m WET... argghhh ... went back home around 1 plus & slept ... but i cant sleep sio .. dunno yy ???

20.03.09-

drag myself to wrk ... was super busy , till i have no time for water ...OMG ... 4.45pm went home as going to attend Suna wedding ... So back home , bath-ed , prepared & wait for Gen's call ... Cabb-ed to the hotel ... Woah .. Bride was pretty , they had their ROM there ... so sweet ... hahahs .. envy her ... Took a lots of photos ... hahahs ... shall upload soon : ) Yeah ...

21.03.09-

Baby went back to camp in the morning but was back before i wake up ... but he didnt wake me up , so nice ... wake up & watch him play game , downstairs to buy Mac & Baby bought his things ... Back home , he play-ed game again ... & pillow fight !! hahahahs ... till daryl came lor ... went down for dinner , & tok cock till 12 plus ... back home , slpp~~

22.03.09-

Baby went back camp again ... & i sleep till 11 plus then wake up , bath & cabb-ed home .. now at home nth to do na ... so sian ... argghhh... this whole week , i meet Baby almost everyday lor .. hahhas .. thats great .. gonna stop .. BYE

2009-03-17T17:57:00.003+08:00

Nv go wrk for 2 days... i m seriously sick . well both mentally & phyically sick ... dun ask me y ? wadeva i didnt blog out is wad i wiah to keep as a secret : ) thanks for not asking . the best way for me not to feel sadd, stress & everythings is stop asking me wad i m thinking ... let me blog first.

Sat

Wake up around 8 plus 9am , prepared & Baby accompany me go register for my school thingy : ) Cabb-ed to Tiong Bahru first , register with PSB then cabb-ed to Tanjong Katong to pay fees . Had KFC with Baby after that . Took bus to Queenways there pay Baby's bike thingy . then we cabb-ed back his hus again ... I think Baby spent lots on cabb sio ... watch Baby play game as usual then same thing i watch tv ... actually going out but Baby fren only ask-ed him out at 11 plus & we have decided not to go out liiao... so we sleep .. hahahs .

Sun

woke up early again as we are going out ... Outing with my precious nuer - Yan Jin & Si ling with their bf , & aso Kelly , Daryl & Baby !! 8 of us ... Hahahas meet Yj & lennon @ Harbourfront MRT 10.30am. We are late ! Treat them drink ! hahahs ... then went to eat then buss-ed to Har Par Villa ... Waited for the rest .. Woah .. so long sio ... till 12 plus then all gather-ed ! stupid ... Haw Par Villa is so bored , go ther feed mosqitoes & sun tan sio ... hhahahas : ) so we decided to go Science Park ... Watch the magic show & walk around .. Its more fun yeah ... Raining damm heavily la , till Science Park have waterfalls . Hahahs ... went IMM with Daryl , Kelly & Baby had ICHIBAN .. walk around lor ... after that buss-ed back Baby hus ... Back home , something happen-ed again !!! Twice & it hurts more than the first time ! i m seriousky sick of that ... Dun ask me wad is it !! thanks for the concern but please dun ask me ! I do not wan to ans anymore ! Seriously in my facebook , i wrote a sentence included " SHOULD I LET GO " i m really sadd ! seriously i felt so heartache the first time . i become so sian , after seeing all those things but i kept quiet but i m sure Baby sense i m not happy , i purposly told him his things missing. I bath-ed first , after bathing , i saw the things back ! I knew he knows that i m unhappy . but he still seems interest in his plant more . hais . i felt so lonely at that point of time . when he bath , i wrote a sentence in my facebook, but i dun think he will realise . The pain is unbearable esp it happen the 2nd time .. I pretent nth happen in the morning, actually i noe thing will happen when we are back home , as morning i got notice but i jus act nth gonna happen , i tried to control my emotions but i cant . when i saw that , i still break down ! i dunno y ... Hais ... I felt so lonely , down & sadd . lying on the bed , thinking of wad should i do ... thinking of wad i wrote on facebook .. thinking of alot alot .. Baby kept asking me wad happens , i noe he knew it but i jus say nth .. i claim i m tired but i didnt sleep even though i say i gonna sleep.. my mind jus kept thinking & my head is damm painful ... ii dunno wad time did i actually fall asleep

Mon-

Wake up 7 prepared , walk to lakeside & walk back to Baby's hus ... As i miss-ed the transport & also my head painful la ! Went back Baby hus & sleep again .. Planning to go back home when Baby is goin out .. but Baby didnt wake me up , so i sleep till he is back... He wake me up only when he is back na , ask-ed him y dodnt wake me up , he says i m soundly sleeping when he went out , so sweet of him , pack-ed food for me ... Meet Daryl in late afternoon & went to floral to see plant ... & they sent me back home ... Baby ask-ed me bout why i so sian on sun , & i told him all .. well everyting he have explaination , i aso dunno wad to ay either .. In fact i still feel unhappy ! i felt so tired sometime .. Hais .. i dun even noe how we can solve it !! Called baby to chat at night & its the first time we had such a great chat .. then off i went to sleep.

Didnt went wrk today again .. Woke up @ 5.30am , my head hurts like *** ... so decided to stay at home & rest ... went Northpoint with my lil bro & back to hus area to see doctor ... Doctor check my blood pressure & told me its normal .. ask-ed him y my head hurts so much , he told me i m jus too stress.. so took medicine & back home to rest ... jus had my dinner & i have to eat medicine . damm sian ... Recieved a sms from Gen & a call from Yee ling. They ask me wad happen as they read my facebook ... they tot i nv go wrk cos i have problems , but i explaiin .. well although i do not have the mood to wrk but i m seriously sick ... Thanks for all of ur concerns .. Sometime i really realise my frens show more concern to me .. They even noe i m feeling down & even bother to ask-ed me " how r you " .. Really thankful to all my frens !

Alright na ... dun wish to blog le ... my head is painful !! argghhh

2009-03-12T14:23:00.003+08:00

Tuesday went over to Baby's hus. Stay over... Reach his hus , no ones at home - scary !! After awhile his dad is back ... Then 7 plus 8 Baby is home ! still the same - he play-ed com ... then i sit beside him watch awhile , watch show & see him play game again.. slept around 11pm.

Wed came wrk from lakeside , hahas i walk over to lakside Mrt.. damm sleepy sio... was told i have to stay for OT for the few fews days ... Inclusive of today but i say got something on .. i m damm shag !!! Went bugis to meet up YJ !! I wait-ed for 2 & half hours . as i reach at 5.30pm & she only finish wrk at 8pm... arggghh ... was angry but i was fine after meeting till her .. cos its not her fault, its her boss fault... Spent almost $50 7 smoke dunno how many cig while waiting for her ... meet till her , MRT-ED back 7 have our dinner @ LJS ... after dinner , home sweet home . abit bo liao la .. hahahas ...

Thursday - Came wrk as usual ! was sleepy too .. today have to do OT . seriously i m damm tireD! meetin Baby after OT ... gonna stay over again!!! well can meet him le yeah ! ii so tired ... gonna blog again soon : )

BYE!!

2009-03-09T21:45:00.003+08:00

CONTINUED !

didnt went Baby hus today as he cant comfirm that he will book out & i dun wan waste cab fare home too : ) so after wrk took transport back home ... Drop my wallet in the mrt but lucky there are nice pple who call-ed me & ask me to pick before i step out of the mrt .. Thanks ar ! back-ed home , rest awhile & bath-ed , watch-ed show ... Campus superstar.. argggh Hmmmm ... nth to do .... Gonna stop my blogging !!!

2009-03-09T09:12:00.004+08:00

Stay at wrk till 5 plus 6 on Fri as i meet Baby at Vivo. Cause he went Sentosa . hahhas : )

Actually plann-ed to wrk till he finish his things de but Gen & Yd meeting Zen at Vivo so i join them . Reach-ed there , Recieved Baby msg saying meetin me half an hour later so i nv go eat with them le , they accompany me to walk around then Baby call-ed so they sent me to taxi stand as i dunno wher is it .. Hahahas so stupid !!! "_" Chatted with YJ till Baby reach-ed ! Back to JE mrt then wait for Bus . Woots the bus damm loads pple lor , i cant breath @_@

Reached Baby hus area , pack food & back to baby hm! Eat & see him play game awhile , i watch tv .. hahahs : ) then 10 plus i wwent to bad liiao while Baby still watching tv.

Sat wake up at 9 plus . bath-ed .. Stomach cramp till i wan die lor ... So sweet of Baby , went down to buy pills for me ... Ate the pills & rest , was better .. Meet Daryl at JE & went Marina Square to meet Kelly : ) Went to have Steamboat then brought boardgame to Kelly hus & play ... hahhas till around 2am went home .. Realise i didint take my cig only when i reach-ed Kelly hus downstair so i went up as she didnt pick up my fone .. Knock on door , lucky her bro was home , took my cig & then cabbed home with Baby ... Bath & sleep ! Oh ya . Help my lil bro to get present for his gf .. Cool , he so got heart na ... hahhas : )

Sun wake up , went downstairs with Baby to buy food & things . Then back , eat & baby teaches me to play COD ! As we wanna play Left 4 Death ! hahahs . I m so noob ! Daryl came over Baby hus , slack & we went Lan shop at Bukit Timah to play game ... Went there , didnt get to play Left 4 Death , but we play COD ... I was bullied by the 2 old man !!! hahahahs keep killing me ... after that went back to Baby hus play board game till 12 plus , Daryl went home , we bath & have dinner .. Watch-ed Baby play games awhile & off we went to sleep : ) ....

Mon-

Baby wake up early as he goin back camp .. He left b4 i wake up . i wake up around 6 , bath , prepared & i walk to Lakeside MRT to take my transport ... hahahs ... now working... Have to get back to work liiao : ) Left the present i help lil bro to buy at Baby hus ... So sadd .... may have to waste cabb-ed today again .. so sadd ...

2009-03-05T20:49:00.008+08:00

MY PRESENTS FOR MY BELOVED BABY!!

& HIS PRESENT FOR ME !!!

2009-03-05T20:23:00.003+08:00

yesterday didnt come home , went to meet Baby & stay over @ his hus... I have learn not to stop him from playing games & in fact i tried to sit & watch . well i dun wan to interfer in wadeva he do liao . i jus do wadeva i need to do : ) .. I really expect more meet out after he is back from US de but didnt . Mayb he thinks thats sat & sun is enuf ... but i jus felt wierd as normally his off days we will meet up de . Well its doesnt matter liao ... ii will be a brand new ANGELA !! hahahs ... now aday dun really feel like talkin to anyone. But i need someone to talk to !

Actually my dearest nuer has talk to me for quite long yesterday when i m walking over to Baby hus . I felt so relax after talking to her as she understands my feeling & i can talk to her every single thing. Hahahs . she is really a good nuer ... Girl thanks alot ! meet up soon!

back to my topic . i dunno y my mind is actually thinking aso . i thinks of so so many things but awhile i realise i m thinking rubbish.. Haas .. Forget it . From now on i will stop thinking , stop smsing & stop expecting ... I will jus make myself happy ! hahahas .. relax , relax. relaxs ... i gonna be free : ) hahahas

well busy at wrk ... work load increases again ... HAhahah ... In fact i m happy as i will be so busy that i stop thinking of anything , forget about everything even drinking water ... hahahs ... wrk wrk wrk is wad i can do now , i will soon get use not to sms even at wrk . hahas ... i gonna hack care everything yea & stay happy onli... i wan to be a carefree gal , hahahs , free meet up frens , shopping , spa , massage , facial ... hahahahs ... hope i can do it : ) hahahas ...

olrite .. dun wanna blog liao . sian

2009-03-03T22:18:00.003+08:00

things happen today... not good not good .... Hmmmm : (

I m so dissappointed in myself !!!! hais ... i aso dunno how to say but i m trying to change! seriously give me time yea ! work is stress me out , everytings stressing me .. I think i really needs some facial & spa session ... mayb even massage !! hahahs anione wanna join , come on jio me for spa & massage !!! hehes ... i need to destress ...

2009-03-02T19:04:00.007+08:00

Baby is back from US on 28/02/09 & its his birthday too : )
Happy Birthday Baby & Welcome back !!! & It counted our early nine mth as no 29/02:(... BABYIILOVEYOUFOREVER

Cab to airport to fetch him & wait-ed for his dad to fetch us back to his hus : )
So long nv see him , have a lot to says but end-ed up i nv say anithing ! brought along his presents , the chocolates & hearts that i make till yesterday mid nite.. Plann-ed to make a 1000 hearts but failed : ( not enuf time ... & i only made 700 over hearts . for me i thinks it not good enuf !! i m not happy with that : ( hais ..
On the way to his hus , recieve a fone call from the cake shop , the surprise i planned spoilt liiao! As baby sis got yoga lesson till late & cant reach baby home on time . so the deliverman out it at Baby neighbour house . So no choice i have to ask baby to go & take from the neighbour. quite dissapointed as it was meant to be a surprise for him ! Saw all the present baby bought for his family but not mine. he dun wan let me see !! hummp!!
Cut cake with baby & his parents .. the cake is nice but its hard as they put in freezer! but its nice .. I start to love it : ) hahahas ... took pics . will be upload soon !
Went out 11 plus plus with him & we spent a wonderful nite together alone... hahhas .. Only two of us ... really enjoy that nite with no one disturbs ! :) we drinks, we play games & we listen songs ... hahahas ... really a enjoyable nite :) Only then then he give me my presents.. Wow .. i love it all ... Thanks baby ! He is really thoughtful knowing wad i likes ... I m fortunate to have such a sweet bf like him ! Thanks god for letting me noe this BD(stand for ben dan) !!! hahahhaas :) He iis my LOVES !! [[there is still things thats hurts]] -.- Imagine u passin the one you love presents and he is like dun care , how much efforts i have put in ! ask him open & see , keep forgetting . try the chocolates , u r full ! i aso dunno wad you thinking ! nvm i keep quiet !!! but deep inside , it hurts like hell ... broken !! its really broken ! hais ... nv say , nv show doesnt mean i dont care ! hais !!!! : (

Sunday nth much ... back to his home , eat , bath , sleep ... hahhas ... doubt he has get use to Singapore time yet ! cos he is always tired ! times up , he wans sleep liao .. hhahas ... So he sleeps , i followed ! hahahas :) Wake up as Daryl was ther to meet Baby ...went downstair to eat dinner , chat under baby blk & up to his hus again ... Uncomfortable feelings was attacking me ! i m feeling awful ... Cramps , aches & feels like vomiting ! arggghhh ... Wad is going on ??? I dunnoo!!! 12 plus sleep but i dunno wad time i fall alseep cant sleep but baby sleep so fast & went to wrk today ..

Mon.. Cabb to wrk in the morning from Baby hus . Reach wrk place early but no more cig for me .. went to office , fill my water , make milo ... Once i see my table , i wanna faint lor ... wth ... so many things ... start-ed with all the applying of Certificates & insurances ... follow by scanning & faxing ... Then wnet smoking with Alicia . She gave me cig as i haven buy yet ! back to wrk .. my cramps is back .. all the feeling is like attacking me again .. terrible !! 12 went lunch .. 1 pm back from lunch & wrk again ... rush till like mad woman .. more & more thing to do each day ! learning but suffering... Its like under paid na .. actually only lady ask me do thins i shouldnt be doing but other see liiao aso ask me do , so become like i m busy & they are free lor .. so unfair rite ! Boss still wan perm to go home on time , & i stay !!! wad logic sio ?? i m being abused ! so sian ... sadd ..

I MISS BABY ALOT LIAO

HOW I WISH TO STAY WITH HIM

TO SEE EACH OTHER EVERYDAY

THATS MY WISH

HAHHAHAS .. STILL GOT ALOT OF WISHES!!!

I HOPE WE CAN SPENT SOME MORE NIGHTS ALONE AGAIN

WITHOUT PPLE DISTURBING !!

2009-02-26T21:56:00.005+08:00

Jus finish helping my lil bro making his blogskin ! hahahs ..

now blog lor ... i have nth to do : (

Sadd ! My stomach is fucking cramp !!! more cramp each day ! hais ! so sian ...

My wrk is getting more & more stressful each day ! Everyday more things to do & i have no time for water lor ... argghhh ... so stress la ... alot alot of things to stress about !!! hais ...

Yeah !!!!

Tml will be the last day i gonna spent without Baby :)

He will be back on Sat afternoon .. Yeah !!!

Happy ... & His birthday is soon to be here !!

Hope tml time will pass faster in wadeva ways !

I miss him loads!!

K la .. i have nth to blog liao .. logging off :)

爱一个人就要爱她的全部!

2009-02-25T19:23:00.004+08:00

woots .. 2 more lonely days ... wahhahas ... today didnt go wrk as i cant wake up on time ... so i went back to sleep till 11 plus wake up eat lunch ... then my whole body aching la ... so jialet ... arggghh ! then wake up started watching MOB TV , at the same time making hearts for baby ... still have alot more to be finish... i only done 430 hearts till now yeah! waiting for my precious to meet meet me up ! hees ...

yesterday , YJ, YF & SY came up to my hus to make chocolates... well is YF & SY na ... hahhas ... teaches them & they have fun doing na ... gonna continue mine today as ii only done for Baby's sis yesterday .. still got his mum yeeah & Baby !!! The most important 1 haven even started .. so do today & i can concentrate on the heart tml & fri ... hees : )

that day went meeting Rain & Veron .. till 11 plus only but we gonna meet up again when Baby come back with their bfs too .. Looking forward yea ...

Baby , 3 more days

you will reach S'pore

& i have to spent 2 more days alone !!

Hope time passes faster !!

I miss you baby !!

Loves

2009-02-22T21:41:00.004+08:00

Stupid me , burn myself with cig box (thopse type with lighter) .... forgotten when i burn myself !!! kekex ... so stupid .. now my hand hurt like hell man ! red red , pain pain ... hahhahas : )

tml meeting my 2 beloved sister (Rain & Veron) :) beri long nv meet them liao ... gonna meet them go chill & slack :) will updated tml :)

have to spent 5 day more along cos Baby will be back on sat :) yeah ... hhahas :)

went to my nephew 1 year old birthday jus now near the Qian Hu .. Woots my cousin in law have so big land sio ... hahhas ... envious .. hahhahas ...

k .. gonna relax & awhile more sleep liiao :)

lazy

2009-02-20T15:54:00.004+08:00

Hais Hais Hais ..I miss baby so much !! Baby didnt call me for alot of days le , think got 1 week le ba ... hais .. but at least he got sms me , well i miss him alot la ... so sian ... still got 8 more day then Baby will be back . I have paid Baby birthday cake jus now using I Banking ... $50+++ ... think can only get that for Baby's birthday as sch is starting soon as i gonna register soon which i need almost $400 cash to pay the fee.. Baby promise to accompany me to register after he come back :) so sweet of him : ) hees ... 9th Months anniversary coming !! This month dun have 29th but baby & me have decided to celebrate together with his birthday which is the day he comes back :) 1st year celebrating his birthday with him , well i jus hope nxt year we still can .. hees ...

Working stress me out .. i have no time for making chocolates . but i have alrdy ask-ed my precious nuer to meet me on tuesday & she will help me out . well anyway i wan to make it myself . so she can help me to make those that i gonna put at home for my family :) of good of her , didnt forget that i haven finish making & have ask-ed me when to meet & make it together :) Girl thanks alots .. Love you :) Hope she read this ... hahhahas ... she will say Mummy crazy ! hahahas :)

Not forgetting our 3 couple going out together after Baby come back .. havem talk to him in details so i will give my precious nuer a ans when he's back ... well i m now damm bored ! really bored .... i have done all my thing & all my collegue is in meeting(training) now ... i dun need to join cos i wont understand wad they saying too . hahhas ...

gonna go see wad thins i can do liiao , if not later last min realise , i will have to rush again .

2009-02-18T11:09:00.004+08:00

10 more days hubby will be back from US !! Yeahs :)

I m feeling damm terrible now ! Shit , dunno wad i have eaten that make me feel like vomiting . Its unbearable ! ii wan to go home & rest but i have no strenght ! shit !!! I m damm uncomfortable ! someone help me ... arggghh

Valentine Day spent with my precious nuer & daryl ! went KTV & sing ... wow ! well .. Yan Jin went there to listen to us sing only ! hahhahas but is she jio me go sing de lor :( hahahhas ... so cute la she . after singin went her hus to look at her rabbit : ) cute !! hahahas .. i wan bring home la ... hahhas .. nono , her bf will kill me ! hahahas :)

Sun went orchard with Sis .. pass-ed timesheet & shopping . ii buy a dress & a shirt ... cost me 50++ ... hahhahas ... went Northpoint & buy my facial lotion ... then home sweet home ... went home , bath-ed , its about 6pm .. slept till 10 plus .. woahs ... shiok .. then slept at 11 pm again .. but was waken up by su yin call .. hahhas ... she so funny la , calll me & ask me who i m /... hahhas so funny ! then i struggle back to bed ...

Monday , overslept .. wait for cab thinkin to take to woodlands so i still can catch the transport but suay ... wait-ed for cabb for so long , till 7 plus then take till cab . so i cabb-ed to wrk ... $30 fly away : ( hahhahas ...

yesterday , went homme after wrk & watch tv .. 8 plus went 700+ with daddy to see lil bro lion dance ... ahhaas .. abit bo liao cos go there .. finish liiao :) hahhahas ... then daddy drive me home :) around 10 plus , su yin , pei si & her fren suddenly appeared outside my hus to pass me things .. so funny , come without notice ... scare me sio .. hahhas : ) so i smoke with them then off they go , continue with my show & sleep liiao ... hahhaas :)

i miss baby loads sio .

gonna start making his chocolates soon .

shop for his birthday present soon .

so many things to do

hahahs

but i still hope he back soon !

2009-02-13T20:38:00.005+08:00

haha.. i m here to blog cos someone say ii didnt !!! hahahs ... Elaine Goh !!! wahahahas ..

well i found myself so stupid olrite , today was a busy day i can say .. cos most pple wan rush home as tml is Valentine Day ... hahhas so around 10 mins before my knock off time , i rush & pack my things , happily took transport & reach-ed Woodlands . wanted to smoke so search my bag for Cig .. Found out dun have , then i search for my wallet & found out i didnt bring it back .. so i call-ed Gen , & ask her to check my drawer , it was locked !!! then i have to take cab back to my wrk place ... take my things & cabb back home ... OMG ... $50 gone !!! Cry!!!! So stupid sio ... dunno wad m i doing too ... Today my Collegue got roses from her bf ! Woah the bf so sweet , sent it to the office sio . So big surprise la ... hahhas sweet !!!

hmmm ... Jus sms Vaness Darling ! veri long didnt meet her liiao , i miss her too ... Well i miss my bf too !!!! so sian , both are my loves ... i want to meet darling soon & i want Baby to come back soon !!! so sadd !

Tml will be meet my dearest nuer to sing song ... wanted to jio darlin along but i think she got wrk .. i miss her man ! so sian ... gonna logg off soon ... dinner time ... damm hungry !!!!

2009-02-11T20:04:00.005+08:00

so long didnt blog liiao as work was busy ... hahah my boss increased my pay but of cos my job scope increased too .. after wrk for the 1st week was coming home & watch tv , use com & wait for Baby's calls ... although veri veri short only but ii m damm happy na ... but recently he cant even msg me ... argggh i m so sadd ... miss him like hell larhs ... but i jus recieved his sms this morning .. well i m damm damm happy but less than five msgs till now nothing le cos he has to do his things ... arghhhh ...

Sat meet Yan jin & went to suntec buy chocolates ingredients then walk awhile ... Went to meet Suyin as she is working at that area .. OMG .. she like dun need wrk de la , so shiok ... was with us from 5 plus till we are leaving which is 8 plus 9 i think : ) hahahs after that took mrt back to yishun then home sweet home lor

Sun meet Yan Jin again .. & went town to meet Si Ling & Boon ... went buying boxes for baby chocolates & YJ bought presents for her BF : ) ii m still thinkin to buy wad for baby birthday ... Perfume or shirt ??? ii still planning : ( came back Yishun & went seeing chocolates ingredients again ... ahhas ... we bought another big bag : ) then buss-ed back home .. YJ left her thing with me as she is meeting BF and dun wan BF to see wad she has get for him ... Hahhahas .. he gonna get surprises :)

Valentine Day coming but my baby is far away from me , 1st Valentine lehs ... hais hais hais ... i have planned to make chocolates for Baby's Valentine Day presents ... heees his birthday ii m still thinking : )

Mon .. meet Yj at my hus after wrk & start to make her present for her BF : ) wahahhas .. tried & done quite alot ... some still with me & she came back on tuesday to take it :) i start making chocolates for Baby's sis , Baby's parents & Kelly : ) everything is done except for Baby's... hahahs ... dun make now as i scare i will have new ideas later on ... hahahas ...gonna start on the week Baby is coming back ... which is 23/02/09 .. hahahs ..

Argghhhh ii miss baby so much , realise how much i miss him when he is not around .. wonder how much he miss me ... wahahhas ... still got 17 days more ... still long lor ... hais .... hope to get msgs from him soon : ( now wad i can do is to wrk wrk & wrk ... make myself busy & time will pass faster ... OT gonna start soon for me ... well this few days by right i should stay de but i m sick ... but i come home , nv sleep but do chocolates ... Jus hope everyone likes the chocolates : )

Olright stp here ... take care everyones ...

2009-02-02T22:32:00.009+08:00

PHOTOS : )

PS*Still got alots not uploaded yet : (

2009-02-02T22:22:00.004+08:00

meet my lil bro & his fren & janet to watch THE WEDDING GAME after wrk ... actually only me my bro & his fren but janet msg me to ask me out so i jio her along to watch with us : ) well the show is quite ok la ... not like wad others say not nice ... its funny in fact : ) but like a bit dun understand wad they trying to say ... hahahahas ... but touchin when Chris is looking for Fann after the big thin happen ... hahahs : )

ii miss baby seriously alot , today he msg me telling me our 1st valentine we gonna spent alone , after recieving this msg i felt heartache ... Y the 1st we have to spent alone le : (

ii m still planning for his surprise birthday ... should i organise a party or should i jus spent with him ... ii dunno wad he wans ... of cos i want to spent woth him alone on that special day but i wan to give him surprise lehs .. ideas ideas please !!! ii cant think of anything , i m veri bad in organising things ... i haven even decided wad to buy for him ... making almond chocolates : ) but i scare not nice & i wun give him le ... sadd ... now wad should i buy ??? shirt ? wallet ? perfume ? belt? wad about making our photo in puzzle ?? i m damm headache over this ... arggghhh ... hand make hearts ?? its damm headache la ... gonna think bout it for the whole week till i get the best present : ) ii miss him alot alot ... hais sob sob : (

2009-02-02T10:12:00.004+08:00

STRESS STRESS STRESS !!!

back to wrk today , well no mood to wrk anyway ! still thinking bout yesterday ! well i dint wan to think but i cant stop it ! cant sleep yesterday nite , have been thinking ... Hais ...

I jsu felt its really unfair me & baby ! really really .. why she can have bf & baby cant ?? does it mean baby have to wait for her foreva ??? 3 years .. its arldy 3 years leii ... do you think its fair for me too ?? ii have to hide evrytime baby daughter go over his hus ?? yesterday is his sis fren , then nxt time ?? like that i dun need to get out of the room till they leaves ??? hey its truely unfair !!! its not ii wan status or wad , but do you thinks its fair when its happen on you ?? No one will noe how i feel because it doesnt happen on you !!! ii m feeling really terrible ..

Baby ask-ed me not to think bout it , but do you think thats is easy ... yar .. easy to say only lor ... you wont noe how i feel ... makes me feel i m like some kind of slut that seduce her husband or wad ... the problem is she leave him herself ... its fair for baby to have his own relation now after 3 long years k ... Arggghhh !! damm angry & sadd la ... ii aso dunno wad to do not ...

2009-02-01T16:40:00.005+08:00

i m back from Baby's hus le : )

noe wad ! baby's daughter went over too with her grandma , grandpa & big uncle ... she is damm cute la... well ii feel damm wierd & my heart turn sour when they say i m Baby's sis friend ... ya ii m feeling damm bad till now ... but ii still appear smiling & talkin to them :) ii feel damm sadd !!! baby , ii hope you noe i did all this because of you la ... hais !

Baby's ex Gf (Cyndy) went over too but she is friendly than i expected : ) play with Baby's daughter with his sister & C .... she is really so cute ... super duper active man ... looks like baby la : ) took photo with them too ... free ii will upload : )

after all today wasnt that bad expect for nt seeing my things is Baby room & i m his sis friend :(

its really hurts la ! maybe ther are reason like wad baby say ... forget it ... let bygone be bygone ba : )

ii miss baby so much ... hopefully time flys & not crawl :( seriously i need him by my side now , as i m feelling damm terrible : (

2009-01-31T21:36:00.006+08:00

went to bed quite late yesterday .. i have nothing to do , but ii cant sleep ... cant help it ... usually fri baby will be with me ... well now he is at LA , but he still call me ... though the call was damm short but i m happy that he actually still make an effort to call me ... well i m damm happy .... ii miss him like hell larhs ... yesterday he told me that he has negative thots ... he is worry that i will anyhow ... well baby ... dun worry ... ii promise i wun anyhow means ii wun ... after his msg , i have negative & positive thots too ... starting i felt yy he dun trust me but after that i feel he will say all this cos he care .. ii m veri happy : )

wake up 1 plus today & went out with my daddy to see my lil brothers lion dance ... after that came home ... my sis ask-ed me go sing song ... but ii decide not to ! ii m worry baby will scare i anyhow ... so ii stay at home although i m real bored ! ii m going to be a good girl : ) hees.. now ii cant use com anymore : ( my fat bro is back from his lion dance & ii gonna let him use ... so ssadd !!! argggg ...

Tml gonna go baby hus although he is not around .. so pai seh ... but because of him i will go : )

well i shall blog again bout tml : )

Baby i miss you damm loads la

still got 28 days

thats 4 weeks

OMG!!!

2009-01-30T23:38:00.008+08:00

Pictures during CNY

2009-01-30T17:07:00.007+08:00

Jus came back from renewing passport & to buy Baby's dad present :)

Bought a Zara shirt at Marina Square for his dad birthday ... ii m so stress till i dunno wad to buy liiao chose a plain shirt for him :)

its so amazing that ii went out alone to do passport at lavender & still go Marina Square shop for present ... Its really my very first time ... hahhas ... ii felt so weird la .. OMG .. hahhas ... ii should give myself a prize ... hahahs i m willing to go & get a present because it Baby's dad ... its really surprise la ... ii dun do that before ... & today i wake up so early , drag time but still go out alone somemore : ) well ii m damm proud of myself ... well but i m happy to be the recent me : ) ii m hardworking & active not like last time so lazy & look like i wan die like that : ( now ii look fresh & i save money too ... ii dun take cab so oftenly like last time le ... ii take mrt & buses ... that helps me to save alot of money ..

well Baby is now sleeping as the time there is around midnite ... its our 8mth Anniversary yesterday ... ii m so happy that baby actually rem & wishes me ... II m truely in love with this guy !! he really make my life different from last time ... ii m happy that i chosen him , he changed me to lead a better life & a better me ... Thanks hubby ... IILOVEYOU ... ii m Yours till the day you wanted to leave me !!! hopefullly that day wont come ...

Hubby ,

ii miss you like hell la

still have 29 days to go .

ii gonna give you a big surprise

on ur birthday which is the day u reach Singapore

Hubby IILOVEYOU

for now & eva

smuackkiies : )

2009-01-29T19:01:00.008+08:00

Happy "Nui" Year everyones !!!

First day of new year .. went Seng Kang Ah ma hus as usual ... after that went 3rd uncle hus , then to 2nd uncle hus ... after that meet baby at Northpoint bus stop & went to his sister hus : )
they happily enjoy playing games ... hahhas ... after that went daryl hus & to mustafa... hahhahas ... so many indians ... wahhahahas ... then to jalan kayu eat & home sweet home

2nd day went to 6th uncle hus , & back to my hus ... all relative here ... and play cards ... baby & sister bf came over too .... all 4 of us didnt play... then baby went to his sir hus while i went to my 5th aunt & 5th uncle hus ... awhile only & went to drive mummy & home sweet home ... reach-ed home bath & off i went to baby hus ... accompany him for the last nite : (

3rd day went to sent baby off the plane .. well so sadd ... he gonna leave me for a mth ... sobb ... after senting him , his dad sent me back home ... i bath , wait for baby to board plane & off i went to bed ... ii miss him alot la ... 1plus waken up by emily ... bath & meet her to fren hus ... till 8 plus then home sweet home again... reached home , headache sio ... damm pain till i eat 2 pandanol & feel like sleeping lor ... till 12 plus cant tahan alrdy i fall alseep in less than 5 min

4th day wake up & see baby msg telling me he reach LA le ... damm happy to see his msg la , but he fall asleep le .. the timing at la & singapore is so diff , i wake up he sleepin liao ... hais... gonna spent 1 mth like this ... sadd sadd... hais ... Baby ii miss you damm loads la ... hais hais

Happy 8mth Anniversary Hubby

IILOVEYOU

*PS : photos to be uploads in a later date ... : )

2009-01-25T18:45:00.005+08:00

16/01/09
went to wrk as usual , moved to Science Park 2 alrdy ... my new office .. damm tired la ... help to guide the mover where to put stuffs ... woah ... i going to have headache unpacking archive things ... wrk till 5.30pm , took bus with Sabrina , Kimberly , Eric , Yongde , Jasmine & Gen to Orchard to meet Fui ting & Zq for Fui ting Birthday celebration : ) Its was fun na ... woah they eat alot ... Su the bomber !! she didnt turn up again ... put areoplane ar ... hahhas ... well she is excused ! after that , ii took cab back to baby hus well they went to have fun .. ii wan accompany baby ! no choice , he is leaving Singapore soon .. ii gonna miss him like hell man !

23/01/09
busy day at wrk as CNY long holiday ... all have to complete they orders before going home ... 4.45pm , i dash out off of my office , rushing for the lakeside transport... if i miss it , i have to take cab le , lucky ii didint miss it ... Happy of cos ... went to baby hus .. accompany him of cos . then went IMM to see things ... meet daryl there & we went west mall watch Xin Fu Wan Shui ... NIce show : ) funny after that cabb-ed back baby hus , bath & sleep

24/01/09
went to buy baby MP3 then to his hus , after that rest awhile , help baby to sew his things ... then went to buy nian huo ... heavy heavy ... after that home ,, sew again ... hahhaas ... thats my job :)

25/01/09
wake up around 1 ... bath & planned to go home de ..but baby ask me to join his family to eat ... after eating , we went Jurong Point with his family ... shop shop shop ... after that went back baby hus . rest awhile & baby sis sent me back home ... : ) & home sweet home

HUBBY IILOVEYOU ALOT ALOT

GONNA MISS YOU LIKE HELL MAN !!!

IILOVEMYBOYFRIEND H.D.N !!!!

2009-01-11T22:31:00.007+08:00

08/1/09
meet baby after work , slack-ed at his hus , daryl came & off we went to training ... wasnt in the mood for training well my mood wasnt good for the whole day in fact !! dinner at baby hus area then slack under baby blk , chat for quite long ... after that went baby hus , bath-ed & sleep..

09/01/09
wake up & went wrk from baby hus while he rest-ed at home .. was damm tired lor ... after wrk , went his hus , slack , bath-ed abd went bugis (TOP-ONE) for my sister birthday celebration .. well quite fun na : ) after that , went back baby home again ... sleep like log !!! tired !!!

10/01/09
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS !
went traiining & i try to concentrate le la .. happy with the training .. after that went for dinner , then went bugis look for baby's friends .. then after that a war came !! well its my fault la . talk to me & let me noe where my mistakes is & not giving attitude & i will nv noe y u r angry then ! ya its my fault but i did say dun wan go le .. mayb u alrdy too angry or wad ... well hope its really over .. i cant face you to talk out things .. i m a person who cant control emontional.. well that day i almost burst out , in fact i didnt .. as i dun wan pple think i use cry to settle everything ! as guys always thinks gals cry becos she wan to end the matter , arguement , fights ... well i m diff .. i dunn like that , thats y i controll as i noe thats my fault !! so i keep quite & listen to wwad you was saying .. after singing , cabb-ed back baby hus ... bath-ed , washed up my training clothes & sleep ..

11/01/09
planned to go 12pm training but change to 4 , end-ed up at MS walking .. hahas didnt went training .. thats not my desicion it Baby's... i saw lots of nice top but i didnt buy ...cos ii dunno which one to buy mayb nxt time i can see better ones .. hahahs .. let see ba ..after that went Raffles City as Daryl want go interview .. after that took MRT back baby hus .. pack-ed , slack-ed awhile & home sweet home ... wah , Baby sent me down take that time , tell me wrong direction , i told him we alway wait-ed at the other direction , still dare say i bluff him ... dunno is sent which girl one lor.. hais ... sadd la ... olrite now ii wan go audi with baby liiao .. bye ...

2009-01-08T14:06:00.006+08:00

Yesterday wasnt a happy day for me .. ii felt so stupid & keep making myself to be happey .. well today wasnt better but not as bad as yesterday .. yeah my fever gone : ) , but my flu still the same ... ate medicine jus now le , feel like sleeping .. wahahhs ... i was slacking from be4 lunch till now .. thats bad .. got to unpack all my stuff & help them to sort their document ... ii m happy as yesterday Baby call-ed me at nite to chat .. though we didnt talk much as ii m still scare he mind wad i said ! so ii keep words to a limit ... this morning wake him up , and our sms was sucessful not like yesterday .. ii m really happy .. jus a sentences "IIMISSYOU" from him , i will be damm happy le .. hahas .. later will be meeting him & staying over at his hus .. well i still dunno how to face him : ( but i m happy that i can meet him & dun nid to wait till tml . well : ) ii m going back to wrk liiao ... or else later kana scold ..

IIMISSMYBOYFRIENDLA

BABY II LOVE YOU : )

2009-01-07T14:32:00.006+08:00

here to blog bout my feeling and dun intend to blog bout other things .

was jus bloggin before lunch happily & less the half a day ,i cause everything so sad ! such a bloodly stupid girl!

i jus hope everything cant be turned back !!!!! :(

I dunno wad is happening to me , is it my fever that cause my brain so stupid? wher got pple so stupid like me ... alrdy noe this kind of things say out will spoilt our relationship & still go tell baby ! Hey Angela , u are damm stupid ! hais ... wad m i doing ... fuck you angela ! arggggh .. uu are jus make yourself more miserable & cause him to have negative thoughts ... make him feel that u dun love him anymore ? fuck fuck fuck ! Angela ur brains better wake up ... why uu nv thought of the consequences everytime de ... alrdy now thats not a good thing but uu still go say ... aiyo ... arggggh its good not to keep things from him , but this type of things uu go say for wad ... ii m jus making both of us miserable lor ... hais .. now wad can i do , wad said is alrdy said ! i cant keep back my words .. i seriously hate myself for being so stupid !!!! now then regret is fucking too late ! i jus hope a new year will be a new beginning for the both of us , & i actually broke the wishes of mine myself with my fucking brain ! hais .. wad m i gooing to do rite now .. i dunno , i cant even concentrate on my wrk .. my mind is in a mess ... WAD SHOULD I DO ???? i m jus trying to make myself not to think by being a clown in my office ... fuck ... pple asking me why i suddenly like thats ... pple telling pple that i m not myself ... a normally quiet person in office , actually become a clown in the office ! Noe wad i didnt , i sang a stupid song which was so damm childish in my office & laughin myself ... wad the hell .. telling pple lame jokes thats normally i dun do it in office cos thats SU job .. there is always her making me laugh when i m feeling down , now i have to make myself laugh like a crazy girl as she have left the company ... ii m jus like a crazy person now .. argggg ...

SUCH A STUPID PERSON !!!

**** myself !!!!!

hais

Baby trust me pls

my feeling for u grow throughout the months but not fading .

ii will prove you wrong baby ..

its all my fault for spouting nonsense !

ii dun noe wad happen to me .

2009-01-07T14:08:00.007+08:00

yesterday went training with daryl ... wow so many pple ther sio ... 1st time see so many pple ... hahas . and the stupid ah pek ( daryl ) keep bully me ... & he slack throughout the training ... hahahhas ... after that , take train home ,surprise ? nono i m not alone , daryl took the mrt toward yishun de with me .. hahahs ...

Having a slight fever in the morning & a bad flu from monday till now ... i m having such a terrible time ...well my fever is gone ... hahahs .. i miss baby alot ... there was a small arguement yesterday with him ( i aso duno is it counted as) ii feel so sadd ... hais ... now at wrk , trying to finish my stuff before lunch .. now finish le , trying to blog ... ahhahas .. eat snake ar ... hahahs ... well II MISS MY BABY ALOT ! going for lunch in 1 hr time ... yeah yeah ...

iilovemyboyfriend!!!!

ii love this song by daren ( ming tian wo bu hui yi ran ai ni )

jus sent the lycis to Baby . hahahs ... but he tot was a forward msg & aso tot i m saying that to him !! nonono .. baby , i love you still ... tml or wadeva .. seriously i DUN WAN you to go US !

i really feel like telling you , but it too late to say anything , & i noe its impossible for u to give up ur wish for me but i really hope you will ! well i dun mind . i will jus support you for ur wishes !!!

the song is great song but its makes my mind fucking in a mess now ... hahahs ... ii wan learn this song ... hahahas ....

2009-01-04T16:02:00.006+08:00

30/12/08

Went to find baby's & co at training place planning to go for training but end up we didnt go as they was tired after the previous training they went : ) after that went to have our dinner & went bugis for movie with Baby & Daryl : ) IP Man .. Nice show .. ii like it !! : ) after that train-ed back to baby hus .

31/12/08

after my half day of wrking , pack-ed food & back to Baby's hus and eat . after that bath & i sleep . well ii dunno wad baby doing when i m sleeping .. hahhas ... At nite went Wild with Baby's campmates . woah . wild is so diff . its my 1st time going wild when i feel so bored there .. i was so transparent la .. no one talks to me : ( ii m so sadd .. after thats walk-ed till dunno where than found a cab home lor ... back to baby hus , bath & sleep : )

1/1/09

Happy New Year everyones .

May everyone enjoy the countdown yesterday , well i didnt enjoy : (

2/1/09

went home when baby as baby need to go back camp : ( thats goes my weekend rotting at home : (

3/1/09

was waken up by my childish mummy : ) hahahs . she bring me & my sis to bugis and shop .. woah . i bought 1 kimono dress & i kimono top & one heels ... hahahas ... still not done yet , i still wanna shop for nice tops & bottoms .. after that went back home take helmet & meet baby at his hus ... before meeting him , i pack-ed dinner up to eat together with him : ) hahahs .

4/1/09

baby went back to camp early in the morning leaving me alone at his hus sleeping till 12 plus .. wake up , wash up & his mum told me , she bought food for me le , OMG so pai seh na ... well i pack baby room while waiting for him to come back .. watch tv till 7 plus when he reach home ... IIMISSHIM damm much lor , i wonder wad m i gonna do when he go US : ( i m sadd ... around 9 plus , baby sent me home before he book in . seriously i dun feel like going off , i wann him to accompany me more : ( but he cant : ( & i dun think he noes wad m i thinking too : ( well a new year , a new beginning . hope evrything will be better for me & him & aso for everyones . ii love him more than anyone does : ) baby trust me : (

2008-12-29T11:27:00.009+08:00

Woah.. so long didnt blog le ... hahahs .. let me think back wat i done during the period ba : ) i blog only those i rem ba ..

12/12/08

went to Dbl O with baby & his camp mate to celebrate baby campmate Birthday .. hahhas .... like most of his fren celebrate brithday will be at Dbl O de lor .. hahas ... then hui li came too .. so we went dancing around the place where we sit. someone walk up to me asking whether i m ANGELA .. ya i m , but i dunno him lor .. he still say he noe my fat bro .. OMG .. ii dun even noe him la .. then Baby's fren came to ask me wad happen , then i told him lor . funny la .. that guy dun even noe my bro name say noe my bro ... dots ... then Baby's fren say he is my bro ... LOLs ... hahhas .. Funny lor .. Hack care .. i dunnoe him !!! hahhas

13/12/08
went golden mile with Baby & his frens ...watch other pple training then slack ... hahahs ... thats all i rem ..

17/12/08
stay OT for the pass few working days including this day ! after OT , called cab .. but when i went out the cab is gone , wtf ... ii m in a rush to meet baby ! shit the taxi uncle ... so i called them again & they arrange another cab for me ... told the uncle bout wad happen & the uncle joke with me too la .. hahhas ... meet baby & smoke then cabb-ed back to his hus ...

20/12/08
went for the 1st training ! dun ask me wad's thats ! fun fun fun ! hahhas ... after that train-ed back to baby hus , pack my bag & home sweet home ! reach my hus , bath & sleep ...

23/12/08
meet baby at his hus after wrk , train-ed to training .. after training , train-ed to Jurong East . cabb-ed home from there ... hahahs ... home , bath-ed & sleep !!!

24/12/08
Half day ... hahhas went home after wrk .. bath & sleep ... hahahass ... woke up around 7 plus watch tv till baby wake up .. bath-ed , & cabb-ed to baby hus ... went to chinatown meet daryl , Zy & their fren @ one of the pub there .. countdown ... hahahs wasnt fun as the QI FEN is not like pass few years ... countdown or not doesnt matter me anymore ! hahhas.. 1 plus 2 , baby & me cabb-ed back his hus , bath-ed & sleep again .. hahahas

25/12/08
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE !
Wake up early , accompany baby go buy thing, & back to his hus .. hahhas .. baby cook-ed pasta for me ... wahahs .. yummy : )
hahahs ... baby bought dvd , & we watch after eating : ) then slack lor .. wahahahs :: )

26/12/08

didnt work as i m going interview at Parkway Parade . wasnt happy with the interview . : (

the pple there wasnt friendly at all lor . all got black faces like pple own them billions $$ like that .. wth .. somemore wad i wan a job is a office job & its not na . hais .. somemore is shift wrk lor .. the earliest shift is 6.30am ... crazy sio .. you think i can wake up ? hahhas ... after that went training lor . but i didnt train as i m injured ! hahahs ...

27/12/08

didnt go anywhere , planned to go for training in the early afternoon but we r too tired so planned to go for the 4pm de but daryl say he was tired so cancelled ! hahhahas ... stay at Baby's hus watch Bruce Lee show .. hahas .. great show na . : ) at night went down & talk cock with baby & Daryl lor .. hahahas .. thats all !

28/12/08

went training & then bugis eat then back to baby hus . didnt went home .. watch show .. then sleep !! hahahs

29/12/08

HAPPY 7TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY !

so fast its 7th mth le .. wahahahs ... BABY IILOVEYOU & I WILL NV LET YOU GO !

same thing . come to wrk lo.. now i m woking .. nth much to do so blogg ! this weekend gonna rot at home le as baby is going for his training : (

ii will have nth to do : ( watch show at home ... gonna rott ! hahahas .. sadd

the weather is damm weird . rain in the morning but jus now when i go for lunch , it damm hot lor ... i feel giddy on the way back .. too hot le la ..

so angry with my company ... say gonna move on 26/12/08 , but now change again to 16/01/08 .. stupid . i alrdy pack all my things then now need to unpack . i dun care . i dun wan unpack untill i urgently in need ! hahahs .. gtg work le .. bye aniway

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHEN QUAN !

2008-12-10T20:51:00.007+08:00

Yesterday company arrange a guy to help me out in my archiving in the room ... jus me & him in the room ... dots ... well we did 29 boxes & we gonna sent it to crown & YEAH archive is gonna be clean & tidy !!! hahahs ... but i was struck in the rm as ii m afraid that he might do wrong things ... so my daily was crop up ! but i manage to finish it be4 i finish wrk ! was suppose to teach another guy filing after wrk but end up , production side not enuf pple so cant sent anione over to help me then i ran home le lor .. yeah ... hahahs ... reaches home , meet dad , james & fat bro for dinner , after that came home watch tv , rest & watch tv again ... hahahs ... sleeps rite after chatting with Baby on fone ... IIMISSHIM ALREADY !

Today was so frustrated by some idiot la ... wanna show attitude , come on la , i m nt scare ! I dun wanna say anytin becos we r wrking in the same company ! if u think u r fierce , i be frank with you , u r not at all ... jus a normal person ... to me , you r old alrdy & i dun wish to quarrel with you .. waste my energy only ... wadeva shit ... you r fucking irritating kkiies ! I started to hate you eventually & i dun wish to talk to you .

my mood was spoilt by this lady for the whole day ... & i m showing attitude to everyone except for lunch when i dun see her !! Sorry for those whom i show attitude today .. i m jus too frustrated ! Sorry guy ! gonna watch show liiao ... takkire everyone !

Baby , I love you with all my heart

for now i do &

will do so till you say you hate me !

Hope the word "hate" will not be heard

IILOVEYOU

& I TRUELY DO !

2008-12-09T15:31:00.008+08:00

5/11/08

as usual went to Baby's hus after wrk .. hahahs he cant paly game in front of me le .. yeah. so he really accompany for the day na..

6/11/08

went Suntec actually to see watches but the queue is dammm longg lor ... then head to Marina Square to eat long john then bus-ed to Golden mile & meet Daryl & ZY . after that went to see their stuff & went to the Muay thai Gym for a look .. hmmm .. quite ok . after that went west mall & pei him shop for his parent's present .. as it was his mum birthday . HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER ! hahahs ... after that went Cold Storage aand bought food lor .. ahahas ... ZY bought alot man .. ahhhas , daryl bought & Baby & me bought too : )

fun fun fun .. was tired & fall asleep when watching tv : ) & Baby play game when i fall asleep .. ahhahs

7/11/08

went parklane with Baby & Daryl : ) went see the gym again . before that had fish & chips @ MAD JACK ... ermmm i preferred Fish & Co de : )

after that walk-ed to bugis ok .. hahahs ... shopping time ... i bought 2 T-shirt , 1 hoodie , 1 pants & 1 shoes ... wahaha ... Baby says full set jus lack of some clips ... hahahs : )

8/11/08

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SU

wake up , play game ... it was a cool day man ... evening time went dinner with Baby's family & to Jurong Point walk walk ... Baby bought Levi's Jeans & Belt ... he is happy na .. hahahs : ) after that went Billy Bombers for ice cream ... then back to Baby hus ... pack my things & HOME SWEET HOME ... wahahhas : )

2008-12-03T13:44:00.008+08:00

Yesterday meet baby's at my hus downstairs .. its been long since we meet up during weekdays , i m aso thinking , we r not like couple .. mayb i dun get use of how he treat a girl in a relationship. for me , mayb he might that i have a childish mindset that couple should meet more ba .. but seriously not only i thinks that . i dun think its childish , its common for couple to meet up more rite ?? but for the two of us , we only meet on weekends !! i dun understand y too !!!! hais .. seriously i m thinking do u treat all ur ex gfs like that or jus only me ?? arggghhh forget it , dun wish to think or voice out to you , as you will say that " YOU THINK TOO MUCH!! " no ones will noe how i feels ! forget it !

Tender my resignation letter to my agent yesterday but till now no reply , well pple must be thinking y i did that right , my company dont want to hire any temp liao , thats mean i might lose my job soon , so in order to get a job faster & easiler , i m going to wrk till 31/12/08 only ! Have apply for some jobs , this time perm jobs , so can learn more things unlike now la ... ii will try to finish all the filing for them so that nxt time they can find their files easiler as they will not be having any more temps . jus try my best to do wadeva i can : )

olrite shall get back to wrk liiao .. : )

takkiire eveyones : )

YANJIN IIMISSYOU

BABY SHOW ME MORE OF UR LOVE & CONCERN !

I AM NOT THINKING TOO MUCH THIS TIME !

YOU SHOULD KNOW IT YOURSELF !

DUN ALWAYS USE YOU THINK TOO MUCH ,

AS A EXCUSE FOR NOT ANSWERING ME!!!

2008-12-01T13:13:00.004+08:00

28/11/08
after wrk , went to Raffles City to collect Baby's presents , it came out not like wad i expected ! after that meet Baby , Daryl & our VIP at dobby ghaut for our steamboat session .. for mths le , finally we got to have the steamboat session ... after that went PS walk walk lor... then ii saw a pants from ESPRIT which i think is nice but i didnt buy it .. cos wear liao not really fit ... quite sadd actually but i saved money ... hahahs : ) after that VIP went off & Baby , daryl & me continue walking , Baby found the game he is looking for liiao & he bought it lor : ) After that Daryl tot of singing , & i feel like to so ask-ed baby to go too ... starting he didnt want to , but end up we went Chevron to Sing ... hahahs ... we started singing at 12 & till 250am ... went back Baby's hus & bath-ed , sleep-ed !!!

29/11/08

HAPPY 6th MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY !!!

its our 6th month anniversary ! wake up , peii him play games , while is he play i watch na ... hahahs same old thing .. gave him the present , hoped he will like it .. well ii make him a small album of all our photos ... i make that for him jus to let him noe i treasure the times we r togther .. first time making that .. IILOVEYOUBABY .. 6 MTHS LE ..

30/11/08

wake up & realise baby has alrdy wake up & busy painting le .. bath-ed & started to play audi .. after that his turn to play & i watch lor .. its diff from the past few week , this time i sit nxt to him watchin him to play , hoping that he will realise that i have been neglected , but he seem engrossed in his game .. that is what i m sadd about ... hais ... when will he actually realise that i feel left out by him : (
wadeva you told me y you always play game , ok it make senses , but do you think everytime you should treat me like that ?? i just wanted to feel loved & ur care , but i have not felt that for how long le ? you always says that you loved me , cared for me , wanted me to feel that i m being loved ! serioulsy i do not feel that , do you noe ??? hais , pple say we are sweet but no one noes how i felt ! who can i talk to ?? even my precious nuer has to accompany her bf , i cant expect her to listen to all my problem every single day . hais !!!

then for friends , seriously i dun think i have real friends , y do i say that ? only got problems , then my fone will ring , 1st sentence , didnt even ask how m i getting one , fine not , they will jus ask can you help me this & that .. ehs , this is wad you all called friends ??? pls think bout it .
seriously , wad are sisters for ?? be there when you need them rite , show them ur care , even one week per msg , i aso happy la ... where were you all when i needed you all , only when i voice out then u will pretend to msg or write comments in friends , blog & all that . you noe who are you la .. in fact now i dun kare liao , dun even bother to msg me la !

SERIOUSLY !!! VERON & RAIN ARE THE ONES I CONSIDER AS SISTERS !!!!

2008-11-26T20:36:00.007+08:00

yesterday came home after wrk & was so bored ... put up fotos in friendster & facebook ... edit profiles all .. haven blog up my party world outing with wrk frens , cousin wedding pics & aso alot ar ... gonna blog soon ..

today come home again w/o OT again lor ... cos i m tired ! this few days i m like soo sleepy at wrk , lucky i didnt do any mistakes at wrk or else aso dunno wad to do ! I have finish doing Baby's present & it can be collected on Fri ... Hopefully it come out as wad i expected ! ii spent 1 week doing ..actually quite regret for not buying wad Baby actually wanted na cos i think if i make it , it will be more lovely .. jus hope he will like the present .. though not very nice but ii m doing it jus for him ! Really hope he will treasure it ! Its my first time making a present for my Boyfriend ! Baby you must feel "RONG XIN" lor .. hahhas ...

During wrk , msg with Baby & he told me he was in the list of those who maybe going to America for training !!! Arghhh this time round 1 mth !!!! ii gonna miss him like hell olrite ... though not comfirm will go bud ii think 80 percent should be going , cos if once approved , he will have to go ... well seriosly i dun wan him to go na , but he always hoped to go for oversea training , so as his gf , wad i should do is to support him all the way ... he happy can liiao la though i m not :( well jus hope the 1 mth will pass faster lor ... :)

my company comfirmed moving on the 19/12/08!!! bud transport till now no one told me yet .. well ii got to wake up earlier & will be more tired le ... jus hope my filing can be finish ASAP ... hopefully a new temp can come in to help me !!! haas ... few days didint do my filing & staff are passing me more things ... seriously if there is a better job for me with higher pay , i might consider but i want perm job .. i wanna learn more things ... :) bud its hard to get job now , the times are bad ! hopefully , they will extend my contract , the best is convert me to a perm stuff then i can learn more things liiao :) That's my wish !!! :)

Olrite its time for photos !!!

The others fotos not found yet ! sadd ! dunno where my sis saved it !

2008-11-24T15:48:00.005+08:00

21/11/08

went dinner with ZQ, Eric , Kim , Jasmine , Yee Ling , Gen , Lee Eng at Jurong West area ... BBQ fish !! woah ... quite nice .. hahhaas ... almost said something ii should not say ... but ii manage to skip away from their question as Baby called me .. then i find an excuse to ran away ... wahhahas .. after that go pack Mac for Baby then walk-ed back to his hus .. Idiot him , scare me by walking behind me & making noise when he told me that he will be waiting for me under his blk ... after that he is behind me , wonder yy he did that too ..hahhas .. then walked home with him , reaches his hus , bath-ed & walk tv while he play his game lor ... Buy new game again ... he will be clinging onit for mths again ... hais

22/11/08

wwnt for cousin Jie Bing 21st birthday at Sentosa NTUC chalet ... reaches there at around 3 but only saw few consin , even birthady boy not around... after awhile daddy reached .. play game with Baby & daddy all ... hahahs ... table soccer .. i m damm bad at that la ... hahhas keep letting the ball roll in ... wahahhas ... & Baby say i stupid .. hhahas .. well its true .. after that entertaining ourselves then finally saw birthday boy , wished him Happy Birthday then he went off with his friend ... so we entertain ourselves again ... when the crowd is here , its time for us to leave ... so actually we went there like on our own & not for anione birthday lor ... :( hahahs ...

23/11/08

at baby hus till nite then went out for dinner with Baby's Daddy & Mummy ... after that went back his hus walk tv , while he play game ... 10 plus , i pack up & went home lor ... thinking back , ii m going to his hus like meeting his bed & tv ... the time he spent with me is actually lesser than the time ii spent with his bed & tv ... how sadd ii m , he wont noe , bud ii still love him alot , thats why i noe wad is gonna happen when i go over bud ii still go over , jus to see him lor ... alrdy not meeting during weekdays liao , if weekend i chose not to go over , we wont be able to meet each other !!! ii m getting more sensitive liiao .. ii chose not to fret it up, quietly hoping he will spent more time with me then his game ... bud ii think that will not happen ... ii m sadd enuf ... seriously II DUN FEEL UR LOVE ANYMORE ! bud wad can ii do ??? forget it ba ...

24/11/08

Came wrk as usual ... now all perm went prime & temp are like slacking ... OMG ... i did wrk of cos bud now vblogging ... that veri bad of me ... ahhahas ... soon ii will go back to wrk kk .. wahahas ... meeting Sweetheart with my god son later on .. hahhas ... since he was born till now , i didnt see him in person la .. so today hopefully nth goes wrong ii can see him .. hahahs ... kk ... now going back to wrk liiao :)

2008-11-21T11:38:00.004+08:00

Woah damm long didnt blog liiao le .. ahahas ... have to recalled wad i did for the pastt few days ... hhahas

15/11/08

went to Cousin (Ah Bao) wedding .. the programm is nice . got stick walker ( dunno wad that call ) , lion dance & expression face changer.. good good ... a nice wedding after all .... get to meet up with most cousin , except for few either wrking or not free ba ... bud most are there ... took quite num of fotos ...happy bud aso not happy ! the service ther abit low la , they bring out the dish , put then we haven eat finish , they keep back without even asking whether we still wan it .. My uncle & cousin was of cos not happy ! Complained ! haas ... One of my cousin even say " KEEP ONLY WHEN WE EAT FINISH " in a fierce tone .. haahs ... not we wan to be calulative but is true ur service not good . even ask them to change soft drink to wine , they give a face ... wad kind of attitude is this ??? hmmm after all nice la ... only few crew member attitude !! after that , cabbed to Baby hus .. buy food for baby @ his house downstair .. hahas he so good ar , come down find me . normally will ask me go up myself de lor .. wahahhas ...

16/11/08

Baby wake up early to paint his hus .. hahas ... i slept till quite late , bud not very late la. after that same thing , play game & watch tv lor ... every weekend is the same for me ... hopefully diff nxt week ... hahahahahs

17/11/08

went to taka after wrk , shopped around , thinking of what thing to buy for baby .. i have actually decided but dont noe he will like that not , so i decided to get something he will like & ii m making something or him on my own ... hahahs ... figuring out how to do .. so hopefully can be done b4 29th lor ...

18/11/08

hurt my back when i was working ... so stupid rite .. well its was dam dam dam painful ... palpnned to do OT de but end up i went home cos i wanted to watch the 10 brothers .. asked my bro to record bud he have lion dance training so too bad , i went home to watch ... then continue with the present that i gonna give it to baby .. hahhas ... ii so "XI XIN" lor ! hahahas

19/11/08

didnt went to wrk as ii m too tired ... ahhahas headache , well every where ache la!!! then sleep the whole day at home , wake up & do my present again ... see so nice of me uhs !!!

20/11/08

went wrk as usual , OT till 9.30pm lor ... dinner == cup noodles ... poor thing right , cut my hand donno how mani time liiao ... stupid ! Baby didnt book out , & playyed scoccer in camp , hurt his leg ... hais .. always say will atke care of yourself but always get hurt ... hais .. MR ANG JACK MENG ... could you please stop asking my BF to go all those stupid place ( night club) , you want you go yourself la ... pls stop doing all this stupid things la ... you make me hate you la ... idiot !! one more time , you see lor !!! irritating ... argggg !!!!

21/11/08

wah ... i m damm tired after my OT yesterday !!! my lunch ii will be having pizza .. yea ..now ii m extremly hungry ... arghhh ... my breadfast & last night dinner was together with my lunch bud the problem is my lunch is not here yet ...

Baby gonna fall sick le , pls take care of yourself baby ... dun fall sick ... tml you still need to pei me de ... IIMISSYOUBABY ...

2008-11-13T08:39:00.004+08:00

so fast , its alrdy going to 15 of Nov le .. Mid mth liiao ... hmm ... veri fast it gonna be 29 again .. half year with baby ... have been thinking wad to get for baby for anniversary ... now ii got it , ii noe wad to buy liiao ... bud now its not the time to say wad ii gonna buy , if not if happens that he pass by my blog , & reads it , no more surprise liiao ... haass ... yesterday , exercise siol... LOLs issit surprising for ANGELA to actually exercise ??? hahahas ... well ii shall continue my exercise everyday from now .. if not , my belly is gonna be damm ugly la ... sadd sadd ... so exercise exercise more ... yeah yeah ... get rid of all those stupid fats .. & no more oily food for me ... hahahas ... this one cant make it de .... cos long john is my fav food !!! olrite , ii got to go wrk first if not later kana sack ar ... hahhaas ... blog tonite !

2008-11-12T14:39:00.004+08:00

baby went BQ yesterday .. then say ii was giving me attitude! WTH ... then drag last time things out to say ... ii nv even say uu cant go , even if ii ask you dun go , you will mehs .. so wad for telling me .. shyt la .... pple ask you treat LD , tell me for wad ... wan let me noe that got pple enntertaining you la ... wad for ... dun feel like talking or smsing him yesterday nite at all lar !!!! so say i m goin to sleep liiao , then lie on bed without replying his msg bud soon ii fall asleep la ... less than 30 mins ... today actually dun even feel like sms him de , bud choses to msg .. cos ii dun wan later quarrel or wad ! in fact ii m angri , bud jus pretend ii m ok .. :) dun wan becos of duun like him tellin me wad he is doing in pub then quarrel la ... so forget it ... ;) ii m a understanding person lo ... LOLS .. ii didnt wanted to stop you from going aniwhere , jus dun let me find out you let me down or wad ... i will KILL YOU ... NO FORGIVNESS !!! dun belief you try & you will cc !!! ii m damm SERIOUS !! you have your own freedom , ii dun wan you think got GF then dun have friends all that , wan go out with them go ahead , ii wun stop .. bud dun let me down ...

2008-11-11T19:59:00.005+08:00

7/11/08 Fri

was so stupid at wrk .. something drop on my head & ii got a hump la ... OMG its sooooo painful kkiies ... spoilt my day ... went to Party world @ Tamah Jurong after wrk with Fui Ting , Su & Yee ling ... had loads of fun with them na ... hahahs .. su is so crazy ... hahahas bud really enjoy ... sing sang sung ... hahahahs ... ii love it !!! after that cabbed to Baby's hus market , ta pao dinner for him , reaches his hus bath & eats then watch him play games .. after that sleep lliiao ... hahhahas..

8/11/08 Sat

went Town with Baby , Daryl & Zy.. shopped for quite long & bought myself a Zimple dress for my cousin wedding & a short from blossom ... hahahs ... spent $80 +++++ hahahs ... Daryl & Baby both bought a shirt from Zara ... we went far east where i bought my dress then to Taka to shop at Zara then after that to Marina Square to walk walk lo .. thats went ii buy my short ... hahhas ... after shopping , actually they planned to watch Movie de bud Marina Square no show de lor .. hahas ... so we took bus back ... there r direct buses ... hahaha ... reach baby hus & bathed .. accompany him to play audi then watch dvd that baby bought bud we watch halfway , we r tired so we off it & sleep ... ZZZZZZ

9/11/08 Sun

wake up & accompany baby play audi awhile then ii watch tv shows as usual he play his games ... after that Daryl & Zy came to find Baby & we continue to watch the show we watch yesterday .. erm ... quite nice ar .. then baby play games awhile , we went down market to eat dinner & slack under baby's blk awhile then all went back ... went back to baby hus , watch tv awhile , bath & off ii came home ... hahahas ...

10/11/08 Mon

was so tired , as ii was waken up by the noise my sis made over the phone with her BF ... well they were quarrelling, so irritating narhs ... make me cant sleep ... so sadd ... end up , so tired ... went to wrk as usual & pack stuff , do filing & some daily wrk ... cant finish on time lor , so planned to do it the nxt day ... reach home bath & saw my precious lil bro .. he is back frm China ... finally there is someone to chat with & disturb at home .. ahhas my fat bro is a boring person .. he will jus play games & wont play with me like my lil bro do ... so ii love my lil bro company !! yeah !!! he is back ... so happy man ... play audi with baby & ended up he went to chat with Daryl & ii asked my bro to help out with my games... went down buy Cig , smoke & came home wash up & off i went to sleep...

11/11/08 Tuesday

was tired too today ... went work & started to finish my job pending from yesterday ... manage to finish bud today wrk were piling lo .. ahhahas ... order KFC for lunch as it was Salbiah treats ... was so full till now ii cant eat anithing yet .. hahahs ... ii have grown fatter le ... sadd larhs ... Aaron msg me wierd things today hinting me to go back to him , well seriously as ii told him , we wun go beyond fren even if ii have no BF ... as ii only treat him as a fren & foreva it will b ... the past has alrdy pass so let bygone b bygone ba ... ii dun wish to say bout the past ... it impossible for us liao , now & even future ... yeah .. this ii have make clean with him !!! woah ... gonna logg out liiao lar... ii wanna smoke ... yeahh ... its time to smoke lesser , well ii will try !!! hees... aniway IILOVEMYBABY !! HAHAHAS

2008-11-05T20:51:00.005+08:00

ii m bored ! II MISS BABY SO SO MUCH !! still got 2 more day than we will meet ...

wrk iissh getting more & more ... another person from my department has left today for a better wrk ... she is one of those that treats me quite nice de ... hmm ... that sadd ... aniway ii feel great for her , at least she goes for a higher position & pay higher too .. thats good .. woah .. how ii wish ii can have higher pay too ... nvm contract end then c company noe how to do things not lo ... ii wrk so hard if nth is gain , ii aso dun realli wish to continue ... but no choice , jobs are hard to find now ... ii have to wrk harder than ... say till wrk , haiyo ... my filing iissh irritating lor ... really no place for me to sit liao la , even daily wrk have to rush liiao ... seldom OT liao ... must try to do OT for 3 days per week liiao or else sure cant finish by this mth de , ii still have to pack & sent to warehouse lor ... have to wrk harder ... Fri gonna go K with my wrk frens na ... hhahas ... yeah .. can relax myself liiao ... its been a long time since ii go out with my own frens ... everytime go out with baby & his frens .... ii m soon losing my frens ... its time to catch up with some important pple .. but iis ii ownself dun wan go out with frens na , cos ii wan pei Baby ma , as we only meet during weekends , so can pei him of cos ii wan na ... bud if he still carry on makin me feel left out , ii think ii will go meet my fren & let him have his free time le ... jus hopefully he wun ... cos ii wan to accompany him over the weekends ... =)

now ii m awaiting for my Sec Skl class gathering , ii miss my sec class life (4 Empathetic Rox ) ... they are fill with craps & jokers... laughter are there everyday without fail ... alwaes got quarrels bud we r still united till now , i tink our frenship r still there ... hahhas ... ii will always rem my sec sch life & frens...

so sian, now waiting for baby to sent me the audition files ...arggghhh ... so sian sio .. ii wanna logg off liiao ... end here ... bye bye ...

IILOVEMYBOYFRIEND !!!

BABY , HOLD ME TIGHT KK

IIMISSYOU!

bibi~loves

2008-11-04T20:19:00.002+08:00

The Pictures @ Double O

BABY IILOVEYOU !!!!

2008-11-03T21:30:00.004+08:00

fri nite went Double O with baby & Co .. fun bud too crowded liiao ar ... saw alot of pple disgusting themsleves in Holloween Outfit . hahahas ...not all are disgusting well some r quite nice la ... was quite high bud i still noe wad ii did k... wahahahahs ... took alot of photo with baby & his frens ...shall update later! woah ! saw Wong Qing Hai , he was not as handsome as appearing in tv la... bud he is fit !!! haaas ... after Double closes cabbed home with baby ...

Sat woke up quite early , which is 1 plus la. hahhas .. early as in cos everytime drink liiao will wake up late narhs .. bud its special ... hahahas ... Daryl came over to Baby hus then they do their stuff while ii use com lor ... after that , went for dinner by Daryl car ... haas .. then after dinner , back baby hus again ... then he is with his com till late night !

Sun woke up , then went eat then baby play com again while ii watch tv the whole day lar ! its been the same routine for the past few weeks lar ... ii m getting quite fraustrated liiao ! hais ... dunno wad to say aso la !!!!

went to wrk by Jurong East transport today as ii stay over Baby hus yesterday niite ... work was fine , bud my stomach is still hurting badly ... ii duuno wad is happening too .. baby asked me go see doctor , bud ii dun wan la , cos ii hate seeing doctor na !!

My Thots

dont you feel we r like diff from last time ? ii noe you will say i think too much rite ... its been weeks , & wheneva i meet you , ii will c you cling on to the com as if its ur GF .. ii m always going over to watch tv or etc & you will play ur games ... ii dun mind you playin , bud at least spent a day chatting & accompany me or what la ... or else whats the point of me meeting you over the weekends ... ii dun meet you jus to c youe play games de ... hais .. you always say ii show you attitude bud did you eva thinks of how ii will feel when you always playing games & ii meet you jus to watch tv without you !!! hais. ii jus hope you will spent one day over the weekend jus to accompany me lar ... II LOVE YOU & II HOPE YOU LOVE ME TOO ! jus hope you will happen to read this post of mine , i dun mean anything , ii jus wan to say out cos if not my attiitude is getting fucking irritating ! ii hope this matter wun spoilt our relationship , II REALLY HOPE SO !!!!

2008-10-31T16:28:00.004+08:00

ii m on leave today ! YEAH !

yesterday , went work as usual ... tried to do my filing bud still the same narhs .. there is alot for me to do ... so tired . somemore ii feel so pain ... forget it ..

on the 29/10/08

ii was so angry on my way back home by a " AUNTY " in my company .. she was taking the same transpot with me . ii board the bus 1st so iii sit at a seat that she usually sits ... fuck her ! when she board the bus , & saw me sittin there , she shouted at the uncle saying " UNCLE ii ask you to chop my seat , y you didnt & someone always sits there " ! Helo aunty , dun have your name la .... you r jus lucky that my temper have changed ! or else ii sure quarrel de .. pls it so obvious that you r sayin me , cos you always sit here , but ii didnt say you back becos ii noe if ii say , you may say " M i talking bout you " ... aiyo ... this bus is for everyone , dun say that seats is ur la . unless you write ur big name & stick it in the seat ! asshole !

30/10/08

my agent counted my pay lesser on my last pay & promise to return it back soon . & also my pay have been increased by $0.30 per hour ... aiyo ... my as well dun rite ... stupid ! haas ... dun kare !! wrk is like more than ii have to do ... even last time the temp staff aso tell me , actually last time , youe dun nid to do this & that de ... alot of things is actually to do done by the perm staff ... arggg ! yy now all ii m doing ! aiyo ... so ke lian rite ... stomach cramp like fuck man ! ii have been suffering this for almost 1 week liiao ! hopefully everythings end faster ... hmmm ... tired tired tired ! sian sio ...

2008-10-29T19:25:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 5TH ANNIVERSARY TO BABY & ME

me & baby have been together for 5 months lliao =) well didnt meet him today , pple must be wondering yy right ? ii dunno either ! haas .. he iissh the 1st bf i had that we didnt even meet ... other all got celebrate & at least meet ! well its ok , he is special in this way .. hahhas .. ii dunno whether he & his ex is the same or diff .. well i dun wish to noe either ... hahas ...thats all !

Baby i love youe , the love i have for you will not fade but grow deeper ! not sweet talk , its from my heart ! IILOVEYOU deeply from my HEART !! thanks for all your concern & care for the past 5 months ! it have been hard for you to tolerate my childishness & stubborness ! well ii m attitude enuf , bud you still giving in .. ii m not a good GIRLFRIEND ! ii knew it myself ! ii will try to change narhs , hope nothing will change your feeling for me like me , nothing will change ! IILOVEYOUBABY !

eveything goes well for me the past few days except for my stupid stomach , terrible headache & ii feel giidy out of sudden ! !!! work , frens , thinking was fine ... relationship with baby was ok ! bud my sttitude abit problem larhs!!!

arggghhhh!! my stomach have been hurting for the past few days , awhile come awhile go .. ii m suffering enuf narhs ! wad's going on with me ! ii m getting more attitude this few days , giddy & pain pain pain ! ii cant sleep well , ii cant eat well ... OMG ... its too pain for me to tolerate larhs ! hate it hate it hate it !!! nth much to blog ..

IIMISSMYBABY !!!!

IILOVEHIMLOADS

NTH GONNA CHANGE MY FEELING FOR HIM !

DUN TRY TO SPOILT US !

2008-10-26T17:15:00.004+08:00

now at baby's hus .. he is painting his hus , while ii m blogging , so bad uhs .. nonono .. i m not bad , i did help out jus now kkiies ! hahahs .. long weekend for this week , bud fast lor, today iissh sun liiao ! tml holiday , bud tuesdae have to wrk again ... so sadd ! hmmm .. heard from some perm stuff from my company that they will employ 1 more guy to help me out in the filings .. good , a guy can help me carry all the heavy boxes & aso my filing can be done faster & it easlier for me to finish my daily stuffs too ! thats great ... bud listen only lar , dunno true not lor ... ermmm !

so fast so fast , time only passes fast during weekends , wy dun wan weekdays pass fast fast lehs ... hahahs ! yesterday went out , with bi & daryl ! went sim lim than bugis to shop ... i mean ii shop lar... bought a sliipper from image turn , & aso brought a superman t shirt ... wow , abiit regreted buyin the t-shirt @ $45 bud ii like it , so it ok ! hahahs ... crazy pple do & says crazy thins , so ignore miiee ! hahhahas ... after that meet baby fren @ ktv pub @ parklane... sing song for me , drank quite alot , bud not alot lar ... ahhahas ... i m a poor beer drinker .. hahahs ... woah ... the manager there has a powerful voice man ! nice nice ... hahahs ... ii was shocked ! hahahs ... even daryl say so ... enjoy the nite with them ! hmmm ... thats all to blog ba ... tired ... bye everyones !

BABY, IILOVEYOU !

hold me tightly , nv let go !

loves~ANGELA

smuackkiies ...

2008-10-22T21:17:00.004+08:00

woah .. ii m back playing audi !! hahhas ... fun fun with baby ... hees , have kik the stupid idiot off my couple & became couple with baby ! hahahs ... so long didnt play liiao , my lil bro isssh much much more pro in it lor ... he even help mee to play kkiies ... clever lil boy ! stupid bro , he gonna retain nxt year lor ... dun wan study kip thinkin of wad sio .. you will regret de ...

weekend was not perfect narhs , was so dissappoint by SOMEONE !!! tell me gonna c wad movie we can watch , end up go com rm more than 15 mins , nvm i went in , wad r you lookin at ... you have ur excuse for doing everyting de na , ii dun wish to care liiao ! since you like it , go ahead ... ii wun try to stp , but dun blames my attitude lor... dun always apologise only when i m upset ... m i alway have to forgive you when you say SORRY ? if i continue doing this , i think nxt time u do a big mistake ii aso have to forgive , then i die liiao lor !!! forget it ... dun wish to say !

ii was at baby house over the weekend , only back home on Mon nite ... went to wrk on Mon by JE transport .. hmmm ... then was busy filing , tryin to make all my things done by this month so ii can sent to warehouse by nxt mth ... Tuesday went to store & moves the boxes up & down ... well its damm heavy larhs ... hurt myself in many ways ... stupid rite ?? haas ... today , nth much for me to do by them , so chose to do some filing , bud ii was slackin most of the time narhs ... hahas... siian ... nid to go lil bro skool tml to listen to his china trip tok ... so sian sio ... bud no choice , my parents r both wrkin at the point of time... shall stp here ba , ii wanna smokes !!! byes everyone ...

2008-10-14T23:12:00.005+08:00

you r my only love

stop asking my baby to drink

The Pictures !!!

2008-10-14T22:20:00.005+08:00

few days didnt blog ... let me blog wadeva i rem barhs !!

09/10/08

had a terrible headache at wrk ... its so dammm painful narhs ... planned to do OT bud didnt & went back home for a rest , reaches home , bath & fall aslp... waken up only at 9 plus as baby issh meeting me .. so sweet of hiim to come my house here and pass miee medicine for headache .. Thank Baby , you r so sweet towards miee larhs .. IILOVEYOU ... chatted with him at coffeeshop then saw my brother & he actually join me & baby chats ... hahhas ... than till round 11 , Baby have to go back camp liiao ... so ii walk home with Bok Hui & baby went back ... came home , recieved baby msg saying wanna go drink with his friend .. bud ended up , he didnt go ... so he called me , chatted awhile & off we went to bed ... hahhas ...

10/10/08

my head was abit painful during wrk , quite lots of things to do ... my filing are really much le , OT are required liiao ... bud didnt stay back for ot .. wentt to Baby hus , & slacked ! went to meet Daryl & Zy @ Mrt station & down we went to BQ for drinking ... first we went to Wild .. OMG , the beers not nice liiao ... sian ... after that went to 12th element look for Baby's friends ... that place not fun de , bud his friends thats plays with us was interesting narhs ... look quite nums of photo . gonna blog up later on ... after that , cabbed back to Baby's home ... thats for the day!

12/10/08

went NUH with baby & Daryl ... Baby went there to see doctor & got 2 days mc larhs ... after that went to Qian hu hmmm , nth much to see as we went quite late arhs ... after that went to somewhere near baby hus & eat dinner lor .. woah , we eaten quite alot ... before we started eating , when i wanted to called my daddie & tell him ii will only be home on Monday , i realise my fone iiss missing ... Daryl went back to his car to see whether its in his car ... when he issh back , he told miee , it not there ... was so sadd liao larh ... bud he found it liiao larhs ... Idiot ! hahahs ... after eating , went to look for weili as she was workin near baby hus ... after that , went to baby hus area , & chit chat lor ... mostly issh both of them chatting larhs ... went bck to baby hus , bath & lie on bed ... didnt sleep well as ii was thinking of alots of things , including of wad they have chatted in fact issh mostly larhs ...

13/10/08

ya as my previous blog was actally 13/10/08... ii cant concentrate myself at wrk , was so moody larhs ... my fren even said ii was not myself narhs ... sorry everyone , ii have no mood to talk , even to my Boyfriend larhs ... so sadd ... after wrk , went home ... slacked , & meeted YJ & SL under my hus, chatted before ii went over to Baby hus ... hmmm ... went to eat with Him & Daryl , then after that chatted under blk with them till 11 plus & went bck his hus !

14/10/08

didnt went to wrk today as i was damm tired in the morning ... slleeps till 12plus & acc baby go pay his bike things , then to AMK to make his com thing ... after thats baby sents me back home & we eat under my blk , smoke & he sent miiee up ... after that he went home le lor ... well ii miss him ... although this few days we r seeing each other almost 24 evryday bud iis till miss him after he went off la ... how ii wish to see him 24/7 lorhs ... every single day larhs ... olrite now , ii gonna go smoke liiao ... miss my baby loads man !!!!

2008-10-13T09:47:00.003+08:00

erm quite long didnt blog le arhs .. now i m wrking .. well i m veri tired as last nite ii didnt sleep veri well ar ... i was thinking bout somethings , dunno till wad time then i really fall aslp , now i m really tired ... well my thought was negetive larhs , not positive !!! after listening to bi & Daryl chatting , my thoughts came ... dunno why too .. hahhas ... olrite ! dun kare for wad ii was thinking , i wun tell anione except Yan Jin larhs ... she is the only person that will noe my everything !!! girl ii miss you !!! you should noe wad i meaning le rite ?? now ii shall concentrate on my wrk first ... my filing is piling damm too much liao ! ii hate it .. bud ii really cant really concentrate liiao , half way wrking my thought came again .. WTF !!! get off of my mind larhs ... shit shit shit ... go away !!!!! argggggggg !!!! fuck off !! olrite ii go wrk now ! lunch than blog again !!!

2008-10-07T19:05:00.004+08:00

6/10/08

wasnt late for the transport today bud ii still missed it ! the uncle was early today ... aiyo , really difficult to catch his time lorhs ... wth ... went wrk , was so busy na, bud still manage to go out & buy for lunch ... after lunch , i have no more time to rest ... OT till 9.30pm , bud onli manage to file 1 country de files... was damm damm moody today ... even baby says that i m wierd ... well ii dun mean anything ... did i really showed you attitude ? nonono ii nv mean anything my dear ! after wrk , cabbed hme ... bathed & watch tv .. waited for baby call , finally he called ! arggg... wtf ! was angry ... dun wish to say bout wad we chatted ! anyway i m not happy !!!! argggh ! you make miiee going crazy just for the words you have say this few days esp after you come back from thailand ! hais ... my mind is in a mess now !! alot of negative thoughts of cos ! well i dun wish to say ! dun ask me too !!!

7/10/08

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BRO ! BOK HUI

today didnt stayed for OT as its my bro birthday , & we are planning to go eat .. last min , sis got crop up at wrk & changes the time & venue for the dinner ... we will jus have a simple fare under my blk ... so sorry BH ... ii hereby wish that you wun mind & of cos may your wishes come through , hope you pass your N level uhs ...

was also busy today at wrk ... additional wrks were given bud pay no increase ! well its ok ... hmmm .. time passes quite fast larhs , & i have been wrking in FIRMENICH for 2 mths plus liiao going 3 mths this 21st ! hmmm ... ii enjoyed working there bud ii dislike some pple there of cos ! well its ok ... at least my department pple treats me nice !! ii read my Zodiac for next year ! later ii gonna copy & paste some into my blog .. so can share with pple with are the same zodiac as me ... hahhas ... abit bo liao larhs ... gonna rest soon ... ii m quite tired...

THE ZODIAC

FOR SNAKE

Personality
Philosophical, wise, calm and understanding, though often fickle or self-indulgent. Elegant to the point of being ostentatious. Can behave selfishly if crossed. A Snake lady is also charming in personality and elegant in dress. She is receptive and a deep thinker and likes to judge by intuition. She is fortunate in wealth through her life.

Philosopher, theologian, political wizard, wily financier - the Snake person is the deepest thinker and enigma of the Chinese cycle. He is endowed with an inborn wisdom of his very own; a mystic in his own right. Graceful and soft-spoken, he loves good books, food, music, the theater; he will gravitate toward all the finer things in life. The most beautiful women and powerful men tend to be born under this sign. So if you are one of the Snake people, you are in good company. A person of this sign generally relies on his own judgment and does not communicate well with others. He can deeply religious or psychic, or on the other hand, totally hedonistic. Either way, he trusts his own vibrations rather than outside advice. More often than not...he will be right.

The Snake likes: Mystery, Books, Extravagance, Warmth, Organising, Pets and Good Food The

Snake dislike: Surprises, Cold, Lending Money, Crowds, Vulgarity, Noise and Discomfort.

Compatible Animals: Monkey, Ox, Rooster

Your Luck In Year 2009

Overall Forecast
You face an onslaught of danger stars. Even with the presence of lucky stars, you have to have faith and do more deeds. Never brave the frontline. Shun all mess and gossips. Treat others nicely but treat yourself with the utmost discipline. Develop your moral and spiritual self better. Do not involve in any investments.

FOR OX

Personality
Intelligent and self-confident. Patient and methodical, helpful and hardworking. Although they might appear rigid and slow, a kind and active mind is beneath. A Natural born under works systematically, the Ox is responsible for family and believes in authority but is sometimes too stubborn and traditional.

The Ox or the Buffalo sign symbolizes prosperity through fortitude and hard work. A person born during this year will be dependable, calm and methodical. A patient and tireless worker, he sticks to routine and conventions. Although he is generally fair-minded and a good listener, it is difficult to make him change his views as he is stubborn and often has strong prejudices. Still, because of his steady and trustworthy character, the Ox person will be entrusted with positions of authority and responsibility. He will not fall short where duty calls. As a matter of fact, he should be careful not to get carried away.

The Ox likes: Tradition, Appreciation, Organisation, Sobriety and Routine

The Ox dislike: Gimmicks, Parties, Gossip, Laziness and Being Teased

Compatible Animals: Rat, Snake, Rooster

Your Luck In Year 2009 Overall Forecast A year of offending Tai Sui. Thus, there are major upheavals. Be more vigilant and firm with regards to every undertaking. Be more discerning when making friends. You are constantly burdened by minor issues at hand. Evil star surfaces to cause you great loss of wealth, and bloodshed. You are at the pit of your luck. Fortunately, there is a lucky star present to help you to resolve some of the troubles.

IIMISSMYBOYFRIENDLARHS !!

IILOVEYOUBABY!!

2008-10-05T15:53:00.002+08:00

3 Oct 08

ii was jus praising the transpot uncle for being so early yesterady & todae he was damm late ... hahahs ... Singaporean cant be praise de lor ... wahahhas ... went to wrk bud went on half day as i wasnt feelin that well ... ii feel like vomiting for the half whole day in fact , so went to c doctor in the afternoon lorhs ... actually planned to c doctor bud the clinic was closed for lunch when i reaches my hus downstairs ... well ii m feeling so terrible that time ... so went home slept till around 2 plus & my lil bro acc miiee down to c doctor ... so sweet of him huh ! scare i faint .. hahahs ... was so angri with the doctor lor , suspect that i have baby lahs ... askin all those question like as if i m pregant ... well ii m not !!! hahahs ... still ask miiee check !! crazy you ! hahahs ... then went home slept again till 5 plus 6 liiao ... slack awhile , bathed , watch abit tv shows than cabbed to baby hus ... wasnt feelin any better aso ... at his hus slacked awhile then went to kallang there see him play soccer with his campmate .. ahhahas ...well i m bored bud it still enjoyable watching them playing ar ... they are so funny , all like to talk cocks de lorhs .. that brighten up my night even i wasnt feeling well .. i was feeling better when they was decidign to extend a hour , bud after the game , when we went geylang to eat , & the food issh here , i wasnt feeling well again liiao ... WTH !!! wads is this man ! reaches baby hus bathed & sleeping time ... ahhahas ..

4 Oct 08

wake up around 1 plus , then went to the market to eat around 3 plus ... after that rent dvd & came home to watch ... Its a nice show named NV BACK DOWN ... nice nice ... watched halfway , Daryl came to bi hus & they went for they training na ... & while i use com lor ... hahhas ... then around 8 plus 9 , we acc Daryl go market eat , & after that went drinking lo ... talk cocks till dunno wad time .. i dint notice the time ... then came home & sleeps again

5 oct 08

ii jus wake up not long larhs , hahahs jus have food & now using computer lor ... have nothing much to do , i m blogging @ bi hus again ... my blog being spam again ... thats boring ... hahahs ... ii think uu all r too bored ba ... in fact u all r boring man ... hahahs ... i think ur gf/bf must be bored being with u all this kind of BORING pple ... hahahhas ... lamer ... hahahs ... so nice to spam , then carry on ... i will onli reply when i free ar , spam till u happy ba , hahahhas ... see how long you can spam ba ... hahahas ... spam till you happy , & i will stay here & watch !! hahahas ... Yeahs =)

Feelings

ii feel damm bad over the perfume things narhs .. wad i hear iiss so diff ? ii didnt see the stock narhs , bud if its realli fake , the suppiler , you r damm fuck up lars ... you make miee & my bf hen nan zhuo ren lehs ... fuckers ... there is no ways i m going to help you in sales or wadeva again ... once is enuf & you make miee so pai seh liiao ... luckily the first batch of stocks is fine , or else i aso dunno how to ans again ! bud why this stock so sucks !!! & somemore happen to my bf de sis .. WTH larhs ... you realli make miee tou ta larhs ... asshole !!!

2008-10-02T19:06:00.002+08:00

OMG .. my head was damm pain from morning till now larhs !! argghhh ! reaches wk place @ 750am today ... changes transport bus & aso the uncle ... hmm this uncle was damm zhun si man ! hahhas 7am sharp reaches woodlands liiao , then 7.12 like that reaches panjang & 7.27am reaches CCK ... cant be late next time le , or else dont even haf the time to rush to CCK lorhs ... hahhas ... was damm busy today during wrk , dun have the time to rest lor... Esp after my lunch ... had a wonderful time during lunch .. teaching Eric to speak Chinese larhs ... ahhahs ... he is damm funny lor ... make the 4 of us laugh like wad ... then ii smoked & went back to wrk liiao .. so tiring ... wrk & wrk till 430pm , works still coming in . rush till 440pm like that then manage to go toilet & then wwent up transport . headache all the way till now ... tml fri , must do OT ... thinking of whether should i do larh bud i onli haf 2 mths left to clear all filing including those that will be given to me in the next 2 mths , how m i going to finish it jus during wrking hrs , sure must do ot de rite ?? sadded ! my whole body aches , i need a full body massage man !! to relax & enjoy ! hahahs

past few days was quite enjoyable bud was quite hurt of wad bi says to me , i knew he was jokin bud er ... thats hurts me alot ar baby !!! if i were the one telling you the same things , how would you feel? sure you will have the same feeling as me de k ! hopefully you wun do that again my dear ! its really hurts me ... somethings you joke i m ok , bud somethings before you joke rite , think of my feeling kkiies ... IILOVEYOUBABY !! ii m getting sick soon again .. throat getting damm pain & is kind of ichy lorhs . its getting terrible ... well ii miss my boyfriend ...

SMILEY FACE

ii think if you wanna know so much , y dun you add me in MSN ? i can answer you everything there ! bud i doubt you dare ! ahhahas ... ii dun mind you reading the past bud dun ask so many stupid & bo liao question can ? you make me feel that you r so sua gu lorhs ... ahhahs .. erm . you r saying my bf guilty ? hahahs .. this is between ME & HIM !! wad for we tell you so much lehs ? is it you have no BF/GF ? make you feel so bored till you wan to interfer in OUR RELATIONSHIP ? hahahhas ... you make me feel i m so muCh mature then you larhs ! normally pple says i m childish bud i think u r more worst than me , at least i reads pple blog bud i dun like to spam pple , i will aso put my BIG NAME up !! hahahs as i have nth to hide of ! i think u must have wasted alot of time doing all this stupid & childish thin ba ?? hahahs bud actually no one wanna kare about wad you do .. feel bored then go do some meaningful things then come here & dirty my blog ! hahahs maybe u can go make more frens & you will slowly be more mature & not doing all these childish matter ... hahhas ... NEXT TIME I HOPE TO SEE UR BIG NAME THAN JUS A STUPID FACE ! HAHAHAHAHAHA

2008-09-29T20:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 4TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO MY DEAREST BABY !!

our relationship will be strong & we will hold on together de ...

haas .. so fast it has been 4th month liiao ...

IILOVEYOUBABY & TRULY I LOVE YOU !!

THE LOVE WE HAVE WILL NV B REPLACED !

NO MATTER HOW PPLE OUT THERE TRYING TO BREAK

LOVE YOU DEEPLY !!

2008-09-29T20:35:00.004+08:00

haas ... some kind of idiot trying to insult miee in my taggiies wor ... wo gan dao hen rong xin lehs !!! hahahahs ... some1 is so caring of my relationship as if i m some sort of celebraties ... wahahahas ... for ur info , i think u r lack of love ...wahahahs thats y uu dun understand wad a realtionship means ... ahhahas .... i welcome you to say more ... hahahas ... mayb ur next relationship luck will b down , & my relationship luck will go up !! hahhas ... say more ... but show ur name lehs ... ii wonder which guy/gal are u ? no pple wan you ??? like my bf says ... if you think or gao so nice ... take him all you wan , mayb can ask him wan to b ur gay partner not (if u r a guy ) ... hahahas ... & dun come and insult ppllee here ... wahahahs ... or else old liao no pple wan you ehs ... hahahahs ... yeah yeah ( : !!! mayb you should not put smiley face lehs ... put ur ass face on !!! hahahahs ... aniway i m so happy that i have such a loyal reader ... hahahs cos u actually noe alot of my things ehs ... ahhahas ... thanks aniway ... loyal reader !!! HAHAHAS

2008-09-27T19:17:00.002+08:00

i m now at baby's hus !nth to do narhs so blog .. well i m bored !! he is playing psp na ... sian!!! watch tv show till no show liao he is still holding on to the psp !! arbo jiu shi computer !! haiyo ... =(

well have nth to say ...a niwae i m happi that he issh back from thailand and of cos his presents !! thank BABY !!! nth much to blog liiao ... jus here to say ii m BORED !!!! ARGGGHHH !!! =(

2008-09-25T08:01:00.001+08:00

喜歡下雨，因為你不會知道我流淚....
喜歡發呆....因為你不會知道我想你....
喜歡孤單....因為你不會發現我愛你....
喜歡在你身邊....因為你是我快樂的唯一因素 ...

2008-09-24T20:24:00.003+08:00

as usual today went to wrk , went to woodland for transport .. when i reaches woodlands , the sky iissh so dark man ... like going to rains bud damm lucky , it rains only when i boarded the bus ... hahhahas ... lucky miiee , a good start for miiee today ... hahhas ... feelin happily i fall asleep in the bus ... durin the way , i wake up a few time & i noe there iissh a trafffic jam ... hahhas ... so reaches wrk place onli at 8.15am ... which iissh 20mins later than usual ... well it dont affect miie aniways ... my seat is neater than yesterday as i did most filing yesterday ... hhahahs ... happily started to wrk ... have to apply 7 CO .. which iissh repeating the same steps 7 time in the morning ... wow , its issh tiring facing the com doin serious tings larhs ... ii spent around 1 hr doing that ... after that didnt forget helpin them to print reports ... hahahs ... ii m like reportin my wrk schedule ... wahahhas ... after that starting to feel uncomfortable liiao ...

Planned to order food in again today so same thing su takes order while ii do my wrks ... then after she taken orders & collected money ii called the pple to place order ... while yesterdae we eat duck rice today we order chicken rice narhs ... ahhahas ... so didnt walked out for lunch again ... aniways its rainning marhs ... hahahas ... after lunch felt sleepy again ... bud no choice started to wrk again ... so wrk till 4 plus then i m free bud durin the time i m wrkin someting happen to the printer that ii m using cos ii have about 15 mins of rest time while waiting for the IS guy(black face) to fix the problem !!! hahhahas ... 435pm , packed my things & came home !! wahahhas ... now using com while waiting for my 9pm show ... hahahs ii wanna see the baby !!! hahhas so cutie larhs ...

oh my department iissh moving to science park on end Nov !! transport only at Jurong East man !!! gonna travel damm far then !! ii live yishun & somemore moving to SENGKANG !!! OMG ... wad m i going to do !! sadded !!! alrite no choice , see how ba , till the day then ii shall realli decide !! ii m feeling so unwell !!! giddy , feel like vomiting , stomach pain ... arggghh wad iissh happening to mii !! ANGELA DUN FALL SICK AGAIN!! BE STRONG !!!

tml baby will be back in S'pore man !!! wahahhas so happy ... today issh his outing day , & he told miiee that his sergent ask them to bring along passport , camp pass & CONDOM before they can go out !!! heyheyhey ... baby dun anyhow ii tell you !!! if you anyhow then dun come back , i will hate you to death !!!! hahahs anyways ii trust you wont !!! IILOVEYOUBABY !!!

1 more days !!! YEAH ... IIMISSYOULARHS !!!

my trust for you will always be there unless you betray miiee !!!

LOVE YOU DEEPLY !!

2008-09-23T19:58:00.000+08:00

today during wrk my stomach pain till ii have no energy to move , legs ache & feels like wanna diie lor... WTH !!! so xin ku larhs ... AIYO ... although of the pain , ii still stayed for OT !!! well during ot ii did my filings & stupid miiee cuts my finger when i m filing ... not by paper this time bud by the files !! the skin of my finger actually like being sliced & it bleeds non stop , starting ii carry on with my filings bud when ii see the blood is like flowing down i ran to the 1st aid & wash my hand before i actually plaster it !! well the cut issh not deep bud its bleed damm long larhs .. its damm pain too kk !!! ii standard 1 wk must cut myself at least 2 time de lorhs ... asshole .. y m i so blur man !! IIHATEIT ..8.30pm cabbed home ...when reaching called my bro to acc miiee pack dinner & then came home to eat while ii m watching tv show ...channel 8 9pm show rox man ... the baby iissh soooo cute man ... how i wissh she iissh my child ..... hahahs ... thinking so far uhs ... wahhahaha ... crazy miiie ... ii miss baby so much man !!! still gt 2 days ... wahahha ... IILOVEHIM !!! hahahhas ... so long didnt blog liiao ... ii aso dunno when did i actualli last blog ... should not be more than a week ba ... too tired bloggin ... bud ii m some kind of addicted to blog ... always think of blogging bud ii m jus too tired or sometime house com was occupied by my brothers ... hahahs ... i onli didnt blog 1 day ago which iissh yesterdae barhs bud it seems so long ... cos ii have checked my last blog date !! hahahas ....

yesterdae went to wrk as usual , was so tired & trys my ways to make myself awake... drank coffee .. ii m starting to like coffee that i make myself ... hahahs ... its quite nice unlike those that i buy outside , its either too bitter or sweet narhs .. thats y i hate coffee last time now ii beginning to like it norhs ... hahhahas ... anyway pple says coffee can make a person alert bud ii think its dont realli last long ... cos i drank coffee in the morning bud ii felt tired after lunch ... ii m like a pig now la ... after eatin feels like sleeping ... OMG !!! & i have grown fatter man ... should i jian fei or jus let it b , jus control my diet ? well i dun eat much each day too still the same like b4 bud dont count the days when i m in nite life cos ii onli eat dinner ... now ii eat both lunch & dinner skip my breakfast some times & ii realli grow fatter ... even my dad says so larhs ... well pple says ii look nicer in this way bud ii think ii look fat ... mayb ii have got use to last time when i m so skiinny ? now the diff issh there !!! bud weird larhs ... ii look fatter bud my weight iissh the same 45kg... well wad iissh happening man !!!! hahahahas ...

2 more days, baby will be back in S'pore... yeah ... happy happy ... wahahhas ... IIMISSHIMSOMUCHNARHS !!! BABYIILOVEYOULOTS!!

2008-09-21T18:17:00.003+08:00

yesterday nite went to wild to take psp from girlf & meet daryl for a drink there ... ii had quited bud go there still have to help out boss to do thins ... somemore ask us to sit at bar lor ... cos 2 person ma then he wan put oother costumer at the table ... shit them !!! hahahahas ... bud we didnt let off our seats of cos !!!

today wake up & download PSP games lo ... slack & he was angry with mie for breakin promises ... hais ... my fault again !!!! hais ... so boring narhs ... ii wan go joggin liiao .... yeah !!! excerise time !!! goona lost weight !!! everyone first sentence to me when seeing miee is " NI FA FU LE " !!!! OMG ... ii realli grow so fat mehs !!!!! haiyo

2008-09-20T18:40:00.002+08:00

1 week has finally passed !! ii m getting on fine ... well ii m sick sick , my nose is very irritating man !!! ii wanna get well soon narhs ... it enuf !!! lets blog wad i did the past few days ba ...

18/09/08

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMES

its my youngest bro birthday ... well came back frm wrk , slack awhile & went for dinner with my family to have dinner ... hmm , i was not suppose to have fried or chilli things na , bud ii still had chilli crab ... wahahhas ... its great man ! then after that headed home & cut cake lor ... took alot of fotos with my bro ... whahha bud weird bro(BH) dun wan take... hahhahas ...

19/09/09

wake up quite earli in the morning , then went to work still almost late nar ... stupid miiee !!!! after wrk came hme lor ... than slack lor ... nth much to say ... at nite meet YJ for a smoke under my blk then went home , sleeps !!!! hahahhas

20/09/09

sat !!! another sat that ii m staying at home man !!! wowowowo ... ii can do it if i wan !!! its jus that ii dun like to stay @ home nort ii cant ok !!! well i have stay at home almost everyday when baby is at Thailand ! well ii have passed around 13 days alrdy !!! ii can do it de !!! ahhahas ... left 5 days to go ... yeahs !!!! bud ii m missing him alot larhs ... so hopefully when he come back on 25th ii can meet him ba ... wahahhas ... ILOVEMYBOYFRIEND !!!! YEAH

2008-09-17T14:55:00.002+08:00

today didnt go wrk again ... well i m on 2 days MC .... ii m so tired & weak rite now ... later going massage session with my sis & cousin ... ii jus ate my lunch bud ii didnt finish everything , cos ii feel like vomiting !!! OMG !!! dunno wad illness i m having aso ... onli noe doctor sae ii having low blood pressure & my throat infection ... then ask miiee exercise more & drink more water & no chilli & fried things for miiee !!! bud ii still eat chilli ... how i can i live without chilli in my food !! hais... ii m so bored at home kkiies , rather go wrk lor ... tml go back wrk sure got alot alot things to do le ... nvm ... ii wan get well soon ... faster faster ... hummp !!!

ii miss baby so much lor

still haf 8 days more to go !!!

dear dear IILOVEYOU

2008-09-16T11:08:00.002+08:00

i didnt went to wrk today as i was not feelin well mayb cos yesterdae caught in the stupid rain ba ... now at home its damm bored !! well now in msn & chatting with baby's sister .. ii m cold , fucking cold ... hopefully will recover soon barhs ... must go wrk tml , today didnt go , tml sure got piles of things to do de , bud if tml still nv go , thursdae ii will die of wrk ... hahahs ... nothing to do sio .. i m so hungry , bud dun feel like eating ... hais ... miss baby so much lor ... well ... pple out there stop asking miiee who issh that 2 person ... ii hate them olrite , & dun feel like talkin about them ... ii will let u noe , if ii realli wan to let u noe ... dun ask miiee every single one of you !!!

yesterday morning went to CCK to take transport ... & i have to take 15 bottles of perfumes to office as they ordered de perfume has arrived !! when i reach CCK , it was raining so heavily man , & i was caught in the rain .. was quite wet after that ... rched wrk place & started wrking of cos ... had lunch at 1130am ... that was earli man !! hahahas ... ii reallli miss my boyfriend alot .. well after wrk meet James didi @ Novena mrt & went to TAKA to pass my timesheet to myy agent ... after that shopped around there bud bought nth ... has the eager to eat Katong Laksa so went to bugis to eat it .. reached there , went to look for Yan Jin ... chatted with her & walked to eat ... packed laksa for her too .. hahahas ... after than trim my eyebrown ... its not nice narhs .... then till 8 plus , my bro was tired le , so we went back yisun first ... James slept in the bus till yishun ... & i wake him up lor ... after that take 804 home ... saw a wierd person sitting beside James ... ahhahas ... bud ii didnt realli go look at him .. hahahas ... reached home , bath & waited for baby calls ... 11 plus he called , so i took my cig & went outside for a smoke while chatting with him ... ii miss him so much & miss his everyting ... after he put down .. baobei nuer msg to tell miee that she meetin miiee onli awhile cos she issh tired ... ii understand narhs , cos she packed stocks at wrk all alone ... so poor thing ... so ii meet her at 7-11 lorhs , saw Janet ... ii miss her so much too ... saw her chatted awhile 7 went to 413 to chat with Yj ... till 1 am lor ...than came hme washed uo & ZZZZZZ liiao ... hahahs ...

ii miss baby so much

his kisses

his huggies

& the way he sae IILOVEYOU !!

ii aso wan to tell him IILOVEYOUBABY !!

& II REALLI LOVE YOU !!!

Smuakkiiees ...

ANGELA LURVES TECK !!!

2008-09-14T01:23:00.002+08:00

let mi blog wad i have been doing for the pass few days ba ... hmmm

WED

after wrk went out with daryl to party world ... ahhas ... was actually cancelled de bud end up still meet him to sing ... two person sing for 4 hrs lorhs ... hahhas ... took fotos when daryl was singing ... hahahs bud ii cant blog his foto in cos he will kill miiee if ii do so !! hahahs ... ii m so zi liian that day lor & realise ii have grown fatter ... OMG !!! cant cant ii hate it !!! arhhhhgg !!! must jian fei liiao !!! wth

THURSDAY

ii did OT today & went to AMK & wait for YJ to finish wrk man !! wow ii waited ther for around 1 hr narhs ... after that went to 744 to have our dinner lor ... then baby called miiee !! hmmm happy happy !! hahha ... now everyday can onli tok awhile niia ... ii miss him so much kk !!! & ii miss him issh my problem larhs !! YOU PPLE WUN UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL , TRY IT IF UR LOVE ONE LEAVES YOU FOR WEEKS & CANT SMS & CHAT LIKE YOU NORMALLY DID ... THEN YOU WILL GET HOW II FEEL KK !!!

FRI

same thing went to wrk of cos ... after wrk came home , mit my youngest Bro for dinner & then after that come home .... mummy ask miiee if ii wanna go sing , of cos i sae ok ... told baby & i went with my mum ... OMG its an auntie singing place ... so bored all sing oldies song ... well cant imagine mi goin ther ba , bud in fact i went & sing happily man !! hhahaha bud a bit borng larhs ... after that baby called miiee !!! chatted awhile & put down le ... well i miss the days that we chatted on fone till we r tired ... now cant le !!! must wait till 25 Sept then he come back lor !!

ENDURE !!! ENDURE !! ANGELA CAN DO IT DE ... hahhaas ...

SAT

wake up only at 2 plus ok !!! ahhahas ... wake up , use com , then my sis came back with the perfumes !!! pack nicely & bathed ... went out witH my sis & cousins as its was one of my cousin "ah bee" birthday ... HAPPY BIRTHDAY COUSIN !!! went AMK & enjoy a NICE DAY !!! hahaha ... shall blog up the pics when ii recieve the pictures from them ... hahahas ... ii miss baby man ... jsu now did chat with him awhile lor , then after that he went to sleep le , bo bian tml he still nid to wrk ... so ke lian ... then ii watch my show lor ... till now ... gonna sleep soon ... yeahs ... tired tired !!!! nites everyone !!!

2008-09-11T14:22:00.002+08:00

FUCK THE BOTH OF YOU UP LARHS ... CB !!! DUN B SARCASTIC TOWARDS MIIEE !!! GOT WAD THINGS JUS COME STRAIGHT TO THE POINT LARHS !!! DUN NID MAKE ONE BIG TURN LARHS !!! FUCK U !!! CB ... KNN ... THINK UU ALL 2 PERSON II WILL SCARE ??? FREAK U !!! CB !!!! II M TOLERATING , DUN MAKE MIEE BURST OUT ONLY !!! CB KIA !!! WAN MIIEE TO RESPECT YOU ? RESPECT MIEE FIRST LARHS !!! FUCKERS!! YOU ALL NOE WHO II M TALKIN ABOUT LARHS !!!! NOE IT YOURSELF !!! DUN ASK MIIEE WHO R THEM !!! COS II DUN WISH TO TALK BOUT THEM !!!

2008-09-10T11:10:00.002+08:00

arghhh .. all event cancelled today!!! no place to go liiao ... too bad Daryl ... dun sad uhs... hahahs ... OMG my saliva got blood again !! wth .... going to fall sick soon ... hais ... time passes so slow sio ... everytime like that de ... when dear is not around time pass so slow bud when ii m with him , the time like use fly de lor ... idiot !!! now i m working lor ... bud feelin like sleeping due to not feeling that well ... OMG !!! so sad ... ii wan go home rest !!! arhhgggg !!!

IIMISSMYBABY!!!!

2008-09-09T20:12:00.002+08:00

Finally finish editing my blogskin ... wow ... IILOVEIT ... anyway the credit goes to Rachel Mei ... thanks mei ... hahhas ...

today morning i woke up eariler than b4 , & went to work of cos , b4 takin train , i tot of withdrawing money bud end up my card was detained !!! wth !!! so angry lorh ... so ii called the costumer hotline & make up a fuss ... wth , ur machine spoilt dunno how to put up a notice ar , waste pple time !!! @-@ wad if pple iissh in need of the money ... still have to waste pple time all the way go down to the branch & make that fuckin card onli !!!! shit u la ... so angri !!! so ii took half day off jus to go down to the branch to make that stupid card lor ... after that meet my bro & went to eat !!! saw Meiying & Yan Ling at 925 area !! chat with them awhile & went off with my lil bro ... after eatin come home liiao lor ... WTH my hair rebond like nv rebond like that ... so angri ... hummp .... not veri nice lo the rebond ... cause my hair too short liiao not the hairstyish fault !!! wth ...

tmr mayb meeting Daryl , swwetheart & zhong bro out ... all not comfirm yet ... well Daryl dun b sad uhs ... uu my bodyguard ... bodyguard must bb happy de ... =) smile like this !!! hahahas ... cheers =)

well tmr will b a busy day for miiee ba ... cos today half day , so things will b piling up ba ...

actualli was suppose to meet qing ling with su tml de, bud they dun wanna sing ... sad =( ... so ii plan other programe for daryl ba ... hahhas ...

DARYL : see queen treat u so good !!! hahhas so must smile kkiies ... be happy !!! or else you will be punish by miiee !!! hahahas stay happy !!!! wahahahhahahs ...

BABY,

II MISS YOU ALOT !!

IILOVEYOU ALOT ...

STILL GOT 15 DAYS MORE !!!!

JIA YOU ANGELA ...

YOU CAN DO IT DE !!!!

ENDURE !!!!

2008-09-08T11:13:00.002+08:00

its raining quite havily at Tuas ... & stupid miiee forgot to bring my jacket to wrk ... now dam cold bud lucky ii ask Su to bring an extra jacket for miiee ... Thanks Su !! well i m now workkin bud there is nothing for miiee to do at this moment ... hees ... so can blog awhile narhs ....

yesterdae ii went to rebond my hair ... well as it is shoulder lenght , my hair iiss not the one ii m expecting for ... not that nice ar .. bud ok larhs ... still acceptable lorhs ... hmm .... ii m so hungri & cold now ... goonna fall sick soon ... hmmmm hmmmm ....

ii miss my boyfriend narhs .... still gt 16 more days to go ... bud ii aldry missing him ... WTF rite ...hmmm ENDURE !!!!

2008-09-07T00:14:00.002+08:00

dear has left singapore liiao ... well ii miss him alrdy kkk ... still have 18 day to go ... hmmm... nvm endure !! this iissh wad dear told miee .. and ii will de !! takkiire bi ... ii will not disappoint u de ... trust miiee !!

TO THE BASTARD

hey fuck off og my life ... ii dun wan uu as my frens !! uu r fuckin irritating la .. cb ... ii told uu , dun wan meet means dun wan liiao , dun understand such a simple sentence ... well dunn play as a gangster to miiee , ii m not scare ... now is 2008 liiao lehs , pls grow up & dun behave like a hooligan la ... b more mature la.... lil boy!!!!

2008-09-04T15:41:00.002+08:00

POEM FROM RASCAL FLATTS

FROM TIME TO TIME

I'VE REGRETS , FOR ALL

THE THINGS I DIDN'T SAY

THAT WERE ON MY LIST

FROM TIME TO TIME

MY MEMORY SLIPS

BUT YOU'RE THE ONE THING

IN MY LIFE I WON'T FORGET

FROM TIME TO TIME

I THINK OF YOU

AND IN BETWEEN

the poem iissh so romantic ... so nice ... first time ii actualli read poem .. woah !!! thats so cool ..

jus like wad i m thinkin ... yeah yeah ... dedicated to my dearest bi !!! wahahha

2008-09-03T16:21:00.003+08:00

few days didnt blog liiao as Monday ii do OT till 8pm & cabbed home ... OT jus to file all the files lorhs ... bud file liiao like nv file like that cos Tuesday they pass miiee piles of files lorhs ... OMG ... its more than the one ii have on Mon ... ergghhh !!!! so fed up !!! wth...

now still in office,... gotta stay for OT again .... cos now ii has 11 boxes of files to file liiao ... omg ... bi iissh flyin on Sat... so fast uhs ... will be seeing him on fri then sat he fly liiao ... hmmm ... gonna miss him uhs .. well now alrdy missing him liiao ... wahahhahah... so sian at wrk lorhs ... wth!!!! so cold!! wear cardi aso no use !!! hmmm ...

dunno wanna blog wad lliiao ... iits cold uhs .... raining so heavily today at Tuas !!! well ii dunno bout other places !! cos ii m at Tuas uhs... well gt a bit bo liiao uhs ... ii wanna start doing my things liiao .... today whole day was like doing data entriies ... omg .... whole day facing the com ... my eyes are dropping uhs !! body aches lorhs ... so ke lian riitte !!!! hmmm ... ii miss my dear !! hahahs ... gonna log off liiao ... byebye everyones...

takkiires all my frens ... lurve my bi loads ... hees ... smuackkiies

2008-08-31T22:08:00.006+08:00

fun fun fun over the weekend ... hahahs ... enjoy my weekend with my beloved baby !! fri went over to dear hus after wrk , meet him at his hus de market there , pack food & went up to his hus & eat ... watch tv & pillow fight again ... hhahas ... my body iissh full of blue black now... hahahs .. bud its fun man !! hahahs ... i will miss the pillow fight !... hahahas ...

29/08/08 - HAPPY 3TH MTH TO MY BELOVED BABY

IILOVEYOUBABY

sat nite went down to pink wit bi , xiao bai & Co... i sing , sang & sung ... hahahas so long didnt visit them le ... was so happy to see PEINI ... ahhahas ... bud Darling wasnt there on Sat nite ... dar ii miss you ar !! took fotos lor .. well gt 1 irritating uncle there , ii dont even noe him & he make miiee ... idiot larhs !!! later ii will uploads pictures ii took at pink .. after pink closes went over to blue ... blue iissh beautiful .. hahhas ... saw Cindy , Ai zhen & co ... haahs ... so long didnt see them too ... hmmm ... kinda happy seeing them ... went back bi hus , bath & sleeps ...

todae slleeeps till late afternoon lor ... ahhhas ... then eat at bi hus & actualli planned to watch movie bud didnt go ... cos bi bike spoilt ... so sad ... hmm so bi sents miiee home & he went back home le ... well ii kinda miss him now !!!! wonder how will i b when he go Thai... alrite ... gonna relax liiao ... uplaods pictures time !!!

PICTURES

2008-08-27T19:11:00.002+08:00

ii m so TIRED !!! boxes of files to file increased to 8 boxes !!! OMG !! ii m like **** ... stressful day ... didnt went out to pack lunch today , bud asked SU to help miiee pack ... THANK SU !! well after lunch , smoke and back busy wrkin ... no time for anithings else ... so tired ... bud ii didnt manage to file any of the documents lor ... WTH ... ii m too tired for everytinh today , after wrk took transpot & start playin games liiao ...well ii jus dun feel like closing my eyes to rest ... bud this cause miiee for not replyin bi's msg .... sorri my dear !!! ii didnt mean it de , its jus that ii didnt noe there is a msg as ii off silent when ii m listening to songs ...

Haiyo... stress sio... ii duunnno wad iissh happening to mysef .... wth ... moodswing all the ways for this few days sio ... wad issh happening sio ... too stress ?? hais ... alot alot alot of things in my mind till i dunno kare bout others pple feelin liiao .... sorri if ii offended anione !!! ii dun mean it uhs ... hais ... yy like that sio ... hmmm ... arhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!! ii feel like drinkin alone !! so stress !!! bud ii promise bi cant drink when he iissh not with miiee .... so not gonna drink !! hais ... stress stress stress ... my mood jus went off jus now ... my bro talks to miiee & i jus ask him not to come & tok to miiee !!! heyhey wad issh actualli happenin ... ii dunn mean to chase him out of my room ... ii dun even noes wad ii m thinkin ... how r others gonna understand !!!! ahgggggg!!! get miee out of this situation now !!! ii need to noe wad ii wan now & wad mm i thinkin .... oh gosh !!! help miiee anione ... bud ii think ii will jus make you piss off as ii m throwing my temper every now & then !!! hais ... %^#$^*%&^$^&*^&%^^$%$^#^$^$%^ !!!!! dun wan blog liiao !! fuckin iriiitated !!!!

$%^%$

baby ii love you alot

nothin have changes my feelins

esp fallin deeper

trust miiee , ii m truly in love with you

II M IN LOVE!!!

2008-08-25T22:25:00.002+08:00

Chao Zhong

thanks for being jus a good listener ... u r great bro man !!! thanks alot ... well i will try to do it in the ways you jus advised miiee on ... ii realli regret wad ii have done to them na ... hope they will realise that ii realli hav the heart to cahnge into wad they want lor.... ii will go for studies soon ... thanks for your time listenin to my problems ... Thanks Brother!!!

Stress Stress Stress !!!! wad issh actualli happening to miee !!! ii feel my vision issh so blur ... is it cos ii face the com for too long ... hmmm ... hais ... problem problem problems ... ii m so stress ... well at least ii get to tell some one bout it ... wel ii told my brother (CZ) & aso my bf ... well i feel better in anyway bud still stress na ... well got to move out of a place i live for so mani yrs ... well cant bear to leave here ... too mani of memories of when ii was a small lil girl ... hahahs ... not onli the house ii livin now & aso the house b4 this !! realli kind of se bu de lor .... ii dun have such feelin b4 y m i feelin that you dun love miiee ??? ii dun even noe !!! my feelings r kind of strong !!! hmm ... forget it !!! mayb cause of the love i gave out !!! shall not think animore !!!! or else ii realli go crazy !!!