♥ THE LOVE WE HAD ! ♥

fun fun fun over the weekend ... hahahs ... enjoy my weekend with my beloved baby !! fri went over to dear hus after wrk , meet him at his hus de market there , pack food & went up to his hus & eat ... watch tv & pillow fight again ... hhahas ... my body iissh full of blue black now... hahahs .. bud its fun man !! hahahs ... i will miss the pillow fight !... hahahas ...

sat nite went down to pink wit bi , xiao bai & Co... i sing , sang & sung ... hahahas so long didnt visit them le ... was so happy to see PEINI ... ahhahas ... bud Darling wasnt there on Sat nite ... dar ii miss you ar !! took fotos lor .. well gt 1 irritating uncle there , ii dont even noe him & he make miiee ... idiot larhs !!! later ii will uploads pictures ii took at pink .. after pink closes went over to blue ... blue iissh beautiful .. hahhas ... saw Cindy , Ai zhen & co ... haahs ... so long didnt see them too ... hmmm ... kinda happy seeing them ... went back bi hus , bath & sleeps ...

todae slleeeps till late afternoon lor ... ahhhas ... then eat at bi hus & actualli planned to watch movie bud didnt go ... cos bi bike spoilt ... so sad ... hmm so bi sents miiee home & he went back home le ... well ii kinda miss him now !!!! wonder how will i b when he go Thai... alrite ... gonna relax liiao ... uplaods pictures time !!!

ii m so TIRED !!! boxes of files to file increased to 8 boxes !!! OMG !! ii m like **** ... stressful day ... didnt went out to pack lunch today , bud asked SU to help miiee pack ... THANK SU !! well after lunch , smoke and back busy wrkin ... no time for anithings else ... so tired ... bud ii didnt manage to file any of the documents lor ... WTH ... ii m too tired for everytinh today , after wrk took transpot & start playin games liiao ...well ii jus dun feel like closing my eyes to rest ... bud this cause miiee for not replyin bi's msg .... sorri my dear !!! ii didnt mean it de , its jus that ii didnt noe there is a msg as ii off silent when ii m listening to songs ...

Haiyo... stress sio... ii duunnno wad iissh happening to mysef .... wth ... moodswing all the ways for this few days sio ... wad issh happening sio ... too stress ?? hais ... alot alot alot of things in my mind till i dunno kare bout others pple feelin liiao .... sorri if ii offended anione !!! ii dun mean it uhs ... hais ... yy like that sio ... hmmm ... arhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!! ii feel like drinkin alone !! so stress !!! bud ii promise bi cant drink when he iissh not with miiee .... so not gonna drink !! hais ... stress stress stress ... my mood jus went off jus now ... my bro talks to miiee & i jus ask him not to come & tok to miiee !!! heyhey wad issh actualli happenin ... ii dunn mean to chase him out of my room ... ii dun even noes wad ii m thinkin ... how r others gonna understand !!!! ahgggggg!!! get miee out of this situation now !!! ii need to noe wad ii wan now & wad mm i thinkin .... oh gosh !!! help miiee anione ... bud ii think ii will jus make you piss off as ii m throwing my temper every now & then !!! hais ... %^#$^*%&^$^&*^&%^^$%$^#^$^$%^ !!!!! dun wan blog liiao !! fuckin iriiitated !!!!

thanks for being jus a good listener ... u r great bro man !!! thanks alot ... well i will try to do it in the ways you jus advised miiee on ... ii realli regret wad ii have done to them na ... hope they will realise that ii realli hav the heart to cahnge into wad they want lor.... ii will go for studies soon ... thanks for your time listenin to my problems ... Thanks Brother!!!

Stress Stress Stress !!!! wad issh actualli happening to miee !!! ii feel my vision issh so blur ... is it cos ii face the com for too long ... hmmm ... hais ... problem problem problems ... ii m so stress ... well at least ii get to tell some one bout it ... wel ii told my brother (CZ) & aso my bf ... well i feel better in anyway bud still stress na ... well got to move out of a place i live for so mani yrs ... well cant bear to leave here ... too mani of memories of when ii was a small lil girl ... hahahs ... not onli the house ii livin now & aso the house b4 this !! realli kind of se bu de lor .... ii dun have such feelin b4 y m i feelin that you dun love miiee ??? ii dun even noe !!! my feelings r kind of strong !!! hmm ... forget it !!! mayb cause of the love i gave out !!! shall not think animore !!!! or else ii realli go crazy !!!

well nv blog since last thursdae ... hmmm ii m too tired for borin ... haas .. do i look like a person with no xin shi ?? olrite uu are wrong , ii onli appeared to b happi ... i dun like to give anione a face even if i m angri or sad , cos ii noe its not others who make miie feel troubled !! hmmm ... got alot to say out bud dun think its time yet ... cos alot of pple have been readin my blog so i chose to keep it to myself lor .. hais ... ii m a person with alot of XIN SHI !!! bud no one undrstands ... hais hais hais !! olrite ii shall say about wad happen recentli...bud todae not ii m not goin to blog bout my XIN SHI !!! its my rule ... hahahs i dun feel like bloggin out todae ... hais ...

thursday , after wrk came home , & uses com for a while , meet bi & pei him for dinner , slack under my blk & home after that ... boring rite .... well ii m a boring person ... bud if u wan miiee to b a SIAO CHAR BO ... ii can !!! hahahahs ...

fri, after wrk came home ... OMG ... its rainin so heavily when ii reach my hus area ... hmmm ...w as caught in the rain & its too heavy that i do not hav a choice bud to run to the shelter .. rched home bath & chatted with bi in MSN ... then left my home to his around 7 plus 8 ... meet him at his hus & daryl was there alrdy ... wow ... idiot daryl scared miiee ... hiding behind bi hus door & while ii m talkin to bi , he scare mie frm behind !!! hummp .. realli scare miiee !!! idiot you !!!! after we went down to slack at void deck then bi & daryl started argue over some job thin .. well not argue na ... bud its doesnt wrk in anyway .. ii listen to wad they said & ii m sure their thinkin issh so so so diff !! well bud they r still so buddy well like GAY !! hahahahas ... ok njoyed the night with both of them as they have so much craps goin on ... hmmm its an njoyable nite ... after that daryl took cabbbie home while we went home of cos ... forget wad time we actualli sleeps le ... hahahs

saturdae mornin 6 plus wake up & dear sents miiee home as he has to wrk ... on a sat !! that so ke lian ... well reach home bath & sleeps ... ubtill 1 plus , i was being woken up by my sis & bros talkins... so noisy of tehm ... hahahs ... then all teh way didnt sleep le lo ... 6 plus my sis went out for facial & left miiee & my bros at home ... miiee & my youngest bro started takin fotos with our hp .. well so act cute of miiee lor ... jus playin around as we r so so so so boring !!! hahahs ... ii will update later on ... dun laugh uhs ... hahahhs ... 11 plus meet dear & went to his hus ... he bath & we sleeps ... well ii can understand ... he is tired ... hmmm

Sun !!! .. surprisingly we wake up earli uhs ... hahhas ... went down for lunch & pei bi go cut hair & went home ... it rains so heavily lorhs ... OMG ... didnt go out then ... hmmm ... we had a big figght at his hus ... well not those quarrel or fight !! we are jus playin around with each other !!! hahahas ... hitin each other .. hahahs ... crazy us ... well its FUN !! hahahas ... after that he falls asleep while ii m watchin tv !! he is my PIGGY BABY !! hahahas ... if he see this , he gonna kill miee !! hahahhas ... right my dear ?? hahhas ... bud ii wake him up when i found out that he actualli falls asleep ... after he went to play com again ... everydae like that de !!! then around 11 plus , pei him go 7-11 to buy thins then walk to his hus downstairs & ii cabb-ed home ,..well ... somethin happen when we was walkin to the road for cabb ... hahahhas ... i was shock & keep on laugh !! shall not say out ... later someone beat miiee !!! hahhahas ... rched home bath , chatted with bi awhile & sleeps ...well , bi sleeps too , piggy !!! hahhahas ... bud i still love you my bibi ... hees

today miss my woodlands bus again ... so so so so so angri ... so taken my time to CCK & waited for 10 mins .. wow ... ii almost fainted on the way to CCK ... ii feels that my health iissh gettin poorer ... hais ... problems keep coming .. so sad ... reaches wrk place & start ed to wrk lo ... well the air con was onli repaired after lunch .. its not veri cold ... jus like normal lo ... olrite its not that hot la ... hmmm ... well now at home le lo .. jus had my LJS for dinner !! hmmm ... ii miss my baby !!! he iissh sleepin agian !! hahahas .. cos he wakes up earli todae to settles his tins thats y he iss tired ba ... hmm ... olrite ... enuf of bloggin ... ii shall relax now !!

life iisshh alwaes iin a mess for miiee !!! frens , wrk & esp YOU !!! hais ... my mind cant stop thinkin ... ii have my past & u do have yours do ... ii dun kare bout ur past cos ii love the present you ... ii m bein with the present you & not the past you !! ii trust uu !! bud cant you ??? olrite jus forget it ... ii dun kare liiao ... ii wun say bout this animore !! hais ...

ii m wrkin rite now ... damm bored !!! well goin for lunch soon !!! ii m getting tired of everythin le ... sometime ii feelin like burstin !!! should ii say everythin out or should ii jus keep it in myself ?? ii realli need someone whom i can tok to ...

Yj >> ii need you!! youe r the onli one thats realli can understand miiee without needin miiee to tell you ... bud u gt bf le ... so u r alwaes with him ... ii understand my dear !!! bud give miiee a call to show uu r still there for miiee kk ?? for yrs , i told my everythin to you , ii hav put my trust on you , so there iissh no one that ii can actualli tok to except u !! hais ...

jus rchedd hm & bath all ... well ii m realli going to burst soon ... ii jus wan a happy life , wy m i alwaes so stress ... thins that should not b done has alrdy done ... wad do you wan miiee to do ... ii admit its MY WRONG liiao bud u still take it to heart !!! well ii can understand ... bud this is wad its make miiee so stressful lorhs ... well nth to sae liiao ... ii m goinn to relax for awhile .... keep my mind aways frm things ... listen to songs & relax now ... its a good way to destress ii think ...

WELL BI ... YOU TOLD MIIEE ALOT OF THINGS LIIAO , BUD THE LAST SENTENCE YOU SAID STILL HURTS MIIE !!! YY MUST YOU ADD THE SENTENCE IN ?? " I MIGHT REGRET TELLIN YOU " M I THAT BAD IN UR HEART ?? HAIS ... WELL II DUN WANNA SAY ASO ... SINCE YOU DUN TRUST MIIEE AT ALL THEN II SHALL DUN KARE TOO ...

today same thing lor ... took transport at Woodlands ..reaches wrk place later than normal days cos accident !! well not the bus ii m on gt accident of cos ... Ouch .. i knock my head ... hurts .. cry !! hmm ... dunno wad ii m dooin today aso ... pple ask miiee print B/L i go print C/O ... stupid !! bud ii realli saw its B/L ... omg !!! m i sleepin ??? arggghh ... aniwae wasnt being blame ... lucky ... haas . auditers pls leave faster ... dun make miiee so ma fan lehs ... evryday help you all find things cant liao lo , own thins dun nid to do le ... OMG !!! my files r piling up ... have to get them file fast ... bud no matter how fast i do that , nxt day , ii will hav new pile of files for filings .. hais ... end-ed wrk at 445pm took transpot back woodlands & took MRT back hm ...

rch hme goin to 2 hrs le , haven even eat my dinner ... well i m hungry le ... no one at home ... ii m lazy to go down & ta bao lehs ... sian ... dunno must wait till wad time liao lor ... sadded !!!! Da jie called miiee this afternoon when ii m wrkin ... tellin miiee alot of things & wann miiee to settle out things with the kids ... well ii will try to talk to them ... their attitude towards miiee has aso changes ... they think ii have neglected them ... well GIRLS ... ii ahve grown up , its time for miiee to settle dwn with my job & nt all those things ... you all should noe wad ii m tryin to sae ... you all alwaes put siistax in front of evrything like wad i did when ii was your age bud when you all rches my age , you all will realli regret like miiee ... for not treatin your families nicer & aso nv thinks bout your BOYFRIENDS feelings ... well of cos ... a guy that realli worth for you to change iissh onli when he iissh mature enuf & not like the guy i had b4 !!! all of you noes how he treats miiee !!! ii dunnid sae much !!! thinks about it my GIRLS ... ii m jus advising .. its up to you all to decide !! ii cant force you .. if you all still regrad miiee as the ANGELA !! ok listen up ... stop all of your trouble !!! DA JIE issh stress enuf kk ?? listen to her dun alwaes make her busy , wad she sae , you all can decide whether to do or nt bud pls respect her !!!! afterall she iissh still our **** !!!! wan pple to respect you all pls respect pple too !!!!

do you really understand wad ii realli wan ?? ii dunn think so !! hais ... ii aso duunoo wad ii m thinkin or mayb i think too much or wad ... life iissh alwaes like that ... ii jus wan you to tell miiee wad you r actualli thinking !! hais ... dunno la !! well , for ME ! ii think ii have change alot for YOU liiao!!! mayb you did realise ? or mayb you dun even kare !!! ii dunno !! like ii said EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED !! II dun think iissh i think too much ... the difference iissh there !! ii can sense it evry now & then !! ii dun kare how ur fren think bout miie ! bud ii kare how you thinks bout miee ... if you r still holdin on to my past , ii can sae you dun realli trust miiee !!!! well ... ii dun trust anione except for you !! can you do the same thing back ?? ii dun think you will !!! hais .... well like ii said b4 ... ii m a person who wun say tings out , i rather keep in my heart !!! bud ii like to blog , well if you dun like ii can even dun blog ... cos ii heard b4 that you dun like pple to blog out things rite ?? well jus say if you dun like , ii dun mind !!! ii can make it pirvate !!! hais ... ii have alot alot to say out bud ii dun noe how to say aso ... its seems like its not miiee liiao... so mani pplle sae ii hav changed .. olrite its a good thing to change .. the 1st guy ii m willing to change for !! hais isnt it a good thing ?? ii duunoo ....

deariies ... ii noe alot of you say ii have change to another person ... a gal that alwaes b with you all & after ii noe him ii left you all alone without contactin or meetin up . pls b understanding that ii jus wan to keep my relationship going ... well you all r alwaes rem in my heart ... no matter wad we r still siister or frens .. those that told miiee ii neglected you all , ii m sorri ... dun make miiee stress up pls!!! ii m not the gal that ii use to b !! a gal that put everything in front of relationship !! now except for my family everything iss placed behind my BOYFRIEND !! he iissh important in my life !!! he iissh my reason to move on & changes for !!! you all may hate miiee when ii say this bud ii still have to say ... HE IISSH IMPORTANT THAN ALL OF YOU !! I jus simply love him more than myself ...

well ... same thing went to wrk earli in the morning ... hmmm ... bud ii still miss the woodlands bus ... so unlucky ... For miiee its realli MONDAY BLUE uhs ... well not bad the use my fav colour to xin rong something ... hahhas ... haven gt the paddin frm Yan Jin & ii still wear my new shoe with it ... stupid riite ... this is call-ed wei le mei bu yao ming ... hahhas ... my leg hurts for the whole day of cos ... & my stomach cramp !!! so suay site ... ii hate the feeling !!!

baby iissh going to Thai soon ... hmmm ... well ii gonna miss him when he goes ... hmmm ... well ... ii aso duunno lorhs ... for 3 weeks he will b goin ... olrite ... aso no choices !! hmmm ... this sat bi have to wrk , so ke lian ... well then this week onli meet him awhile le ba ... well he iissh goin to Thai soon , i gonna spent anitime i haf with him .... provided he issh free la ... hmmm ii miss him loads narhs !!!

hmmm .. again days didnt blog ... wahahas ... olrite ... aso dunno wanna blog wad .. ii dun realli rem wad happen .. jus blog wadeva i rem ba ...

friday after wrk went took transport to lakeside & bus-ed to baby hus lorhs , well watch the Table Tennis lor .. wow S'pore win at least a silver liiao ... good good ... happy for S'pore!!! after watchin , we went to the market to eat lor ... than went back his hus to play game ... wahahha ... play halfway ii sleep ... hahahs ... tiired sio ...

saturday wake up around 12 plus barhs ... then play game again lor ... around 4 plus 5 went Takka to pass my timesheet to the agent with baby & Daryl... hahhas meet Kelly near that area ... wahaha ... Daryl so shy ... wahahhas ... then awhile we went on our separate ways ... mi , bi & daryl went shoppin while Kelly & June went to chalet ... hmmm ... wahahha actualli i m the one who isssh shoopin .. bought a Shoe & A bag onli ... not much kkiies ... planned nxt wk shop more ... hahhas ... after that we went Steamboat again ... wahahha ... this time round we didnt take fotos lor ... hahha .. daryl must b veri happi cos ppl wun noe he ate how much .. well actualli all 3 of us ate alot na ... hahahs ,.... after eatin we stay @ the same place & drink lo ... chilling ... ahahhas ... hmmmm ... after that cabb-ed back to bi hus .... bath & sleep !!!

waken up @ 3 plus goin 4 in the afternoon ... wow that veri "earli" uhs ... hahahs ... then bi download games while ii stay in the room ... then eat @ his hus ... then watch tv lo ... hai S'pore lost to China ... well nvm , a silver iissh good enuf liiao ... Congrat Singapore !!!!! hmmm around 10 plus , bi sent nmiiee back hme lor ... & he went back home ... well i miss him again

such a tiring day todae !!! ii m bored !!! orite ... gonna improve on my eng esp grammer ... hahhas ... today learn how to say i m boring !!! n its not BORING ok .... hahahs ... was workin & kiip sayin i m boring ... su laugh at miiee ... OMG so pai seh ... olrite ... well they all are good in their eng while i m not ... i speaks singlish .... hahahhas ... thats y i m a singaporean .... hahhas well , not all Singaporean speaks singlish bud most la ... hahahs .. well like grace she speak eng ... hahhas ... ii m goin to wrk hard liiao ... wahahhaha ...

Ya ... my name issh ANGELA not ANN !!! ok ... well my nite life frens , you all knew miiee by ann bud ii preferred to b called ANGELA ... my name iissh ANGELA , jus to avoid pple in my nite life last time to mistaken miee & the other Angela , king ask miiee to change my name uhs ... so now i m out of wild so my name issh BACK ok ... heees ...

well ... bloggin isssh fun , y so mani pple asks mie y i everyday blog ... well ... ii m a girl that doesnt like to say things out face to face with anione ... so sum time i gt xin shi or anithing i rather blog ... well ... pple might b laughin at miiee now , some will b sayin " haas Angela will shy de mehs , dont like to face to face tok .. haas " !!! well , those that are thinkin in this way , then you dont realli understand miiee liiao... ii m all the way like this , even to my family & BF ok ... ii dun like to say thins out , in fact i will sms , on fone or letters ... hahhas ... i think ther is alot more that all my fren dont realli noes ... hahahs ...

yesterdae ii took half dae off ... meet bi & went PARTY WORLD with him & his frens lor... hmmm quite enjoyable narhs ... after that went to eat KFC & hme sweet hme ... hahhas ... rch hme , so boring watch-ed tv then 10 plus chatt-ed with bi till around 11 plus then sleep liiao lorhs ... todae morning wake up onli at 550 ... wahahha ... slack awhile , call-ed bi & then i went to prepare lor ... after that go out liiao ... as usual lor ... take transport & sleep awhile lor ... hmmm ... rched wrk place , started to haf alot of things to b done ... alot alot lor... lookin around for doc jus for the auditers ... wa lan so suay ... last time de temp tell miee , when she wrk , the auditers onli come 1 time lo , my turn wrkin , like every wk come lor ... asshole lo...haiyo .... so ke lian rite miie ... whole day moving around like crazy woman like that ... nv sit down lo ubtil lunch then sit afetr that started like crazy again lor ... till take transport than rest lo ... so tired ...

ii m feelin so unwell ... feel like vomiting lo ... quite a num of daes liao ... so ke lian... haiyo ... now chattin with kelly & bi ...whahahahha ... so boring ... ii miiss my darliink vaness & honey pei ni ... well i miss all the girls that was workin at wild ... miss you alll ... free than go dwn look for u all .. or else pei ni gonna beat miiee liao ... wahhaha ... loves

lalas

c his faces

wow .. yummy

the cockles i ate

i m going to cook them

c he is aiming for food

eat more veg

hair so messy

so fat

nice soup

daryl stop eating

a snapshot

my fav drink

Daryl drink 2 cans of this

bi fav

nice ear ring uhs

he is Single&Available

wow ... sweet uh both of them .. nv feed mii !!!!

prawn peelin time

corn eater

big eater man

prawn prawn prawn

he is prawning hahha

wad a face

relac relac

HAHAHS ... now you all noe how much he ate ...other than this b4 that we haf ardy ate the 1st round ... whahahah ... the mala issh nt nice lo ... hahhas ... NJOY RITE DARYL ... hahahs ... dunnid explain liiao ... we noe can le ... heees ... nxt time i shall take rom the begining ... hahhas ...