♥ THE LOVE WE HAD ! ♥

ii was so angry on my way back home by a " AUNTY " in my company .. she was taking the same transpot with me . ii board the bus 1st so iii sit at a seat that she usually sits ... fuck her ! when she board the bus , & saw me sittin there , she shouted at the uncle saying " UNCLE ii ask you to chop my seat , y you didnt & someone always sits there " ! Helo aunty , dun have your name la .... you r jus lucky that my temper have changed ! or else ii sure quarrel de .. pls it so obvious that you r sayin me , cos you always sit here , but ii didnt say you back becos ii noe if ii say , you may say " M i talking bout you " ... aiyo ... this bus is for everyone , dun say that seats is ur la . unless you write ur big name & stick it in the seat ! asshole !

my agent counted my pay lesser on my last pay & promise to return it back soon . & also my pay have been increased by $0.30 per hour ... aiyo ... my as well dun rite ... stupid ! haas ... dun kare !! wrk is like more than ii have to do ... even last time the temp staff aso tell me , actually last time , youe dun nid to do this & that de ... alot of things is actually to do done by the perm staff ... arggg ! yy now all ii m doing ! aiyo ... so ke lian rite ... stomach cramp like fuck man ! ii have been suffering this for almost 1 week liiao ! hopefully everythings end faster ... hmmm ... tired tired tired ! sian sio ...

me & baby have been together for 5 months lliao =) well didnt meet him today , pple must be wondering yy right ? ii dunno either ! haas .. he iissh the 1st bf i had that we didnt even meet ... other all got celebrate & at least meet ! well its ok , he is special in this way .. hahhas .. ii dunno whether he & his ex is the same or diff .. well i dun wish to noe either ... hahas ...thats all !

Baby i love youe , the love i have for you will not fade but grow deeper ! not sweet talk , its from my heart ! IILOVEYOU deeply from my HEART !! thanks for all your concern & care for the past 5 months ! it have been hard for you to tolerate my childishness & stubborness ! well ii m attitude enuf , bud you still giving in .. ii m not a good GIRLFRIEND ! ii knew it myself ! ii will try to change narhs , hope nothing will change your feeling for me like me , nothing will change ! IILOVEYOUBABY !

arggghhhh!! my stomach have been hurting for the past few days , awhile come awhile go .. ii m suffering enuf narhs ! wad's going on with me ! ii m getting more attitude this few days , giddy & pain pain pain ! ii cant sleep well , ii cant eat well ... OMG ... its too pain for me to tolerate larhs ! hate it hate it hate it !!! nth much to blog ..

now at baby's hus .. he is painting his hus , while ii m blogging , so bad uhs .. nonono .. i m not bad , i did help out jus now kkiies ! hahahs .. long weekend for this week , bud fast lor, today iissh sun liiao ! tml holiday , bud tuesdae have to wrk again ... so sadd ! hmmm .. heard from some perm stuff from my company that they will employ 1 more guy to help me out in the filings .. good , a guy can help me carry all the heavy boxes & aso my filing can be done faster & it easlier for me to finish my daily stuffs too ! thats great ... bud listen only lar , dunno true not lor ... ermmm !

so fast so fast , time only passes fast during weekends , wy dun wan weekdays pass fast fast lehs ... hahahs ! yesterday went out , with bi & daryl ! went sim lim than bugis to shop ... i mean ii shop lar... bought a sliipper from image turn , & aso brought a superman t shirt ... wow , abiit regreted buyin the t-shirt @ $45 bud ii like it , so it ok ! hahahs ... crazy pple do & says crazy thins , so ignore miiee ! hahhahas ... after that meet baby fren @ ktv pub @ parklane... sing song for me , drank quite alot , bud not alot lar ... ahhahas ... i m a poor beer drinker .. hahahs ... woah ... the manager there has a powerful voice man ! nice nice ... hahahs ... ii was shocked ! hahahs ... even daryl say so ... enjoy the nite with them ! hmmm ... thats all to blog ba ... tired ... bye everyones !

woah .. ii m back playing audi !! hahhas ... fun fun with baby ... hees , have kik the stupid idiot off my couple & became couple with baby ! hahahs ... so long didnt play liiao , my lil bro isssh much much more pro in it lor ... he even help mee to play kkiies ... clever lil boy ! stupid bro , he gonna retain nxt year lor ... dun wan study kip thinkin of wad sio .. you will regret de ...

weekend was not perfect narhs , was so dissappoint by SOMEONE !!! tell me gonna c wad movie we can watch , end up go com rm more than 15 mins , nvm i went in , wad r you lookin at ... you have ur excuse for doing everyting de na , ii dun wish to care liiao ! since you like it , go ahead ... ii wun try to stp , but dun blames my attitude lor... dun always apologise only when i m upset ... m i alway have to forgive you when you say SORRY ? if i continue doing this , i think nxt time u do a big mistake ii aso have to forgive , then i die liiao lor !!! forget it ... dun wish to say !

ii was at baby house over the weekend , only back home on Mon nite ... went to wrk on Mon by JE transport .. hmmm ... then was busy filing , tryin to make all my things done by this month so ii can sent to warehouse by nxt mth ... Tuesday went to store & moves the boxes up & down ... well its damm heavy larhs ... hurt myself in many ways ... stupid rite ?? haas ... today , nth much for me to do by them , so chose to do some filing , bud ii was slackin most of the time narhs ... hahas... siian ... nid to go lil bro skool tml to listen to his china trip tok ... so sian sio ... bud no choice , my parents r both wrkin at the point of time... shall stp here ba , ii wanna smokes !!! byes everyone ...

had a terrible headache at wrk ... its so dammm painful narhs ... planned to do OT bud didnt & went back home for a rest , reaches home , bath & fall aslp... waken up only at 9 plus as baby issh meeting me .. so sweet of hiim to come my house here and pass miee medicine for headache .. Thank Baby , you r so sweet towards miee larhs .. IILOVEYOU ... chatted with him at coffeeshop then saw my brother & he actually join me & baby chats ... hahhas ... than till round 11 , Baby have to go back camp liiao ... so ii walk home with Bok Hui & baby went back ... came home , recieved baby msg saying wanna go drink with his friend .. bud ended up , he didnt go ... so he called me , chatted awhile & off we went to bed ... hahhas ...

my head was abit painful during wrk , quite lots of things to do ... my filing are really much le , OT are required liiao ... bud didnt stay back for ot .. wentt to Baby hus , & slacked ! went to meet Daryl & Zy @ Mrt station & down we went to BQ for drinking ... first we went to Wild .. OMG , the beers not nice liiao ... sian ... after that went to 12th element look for Baby's friends ... that place not fun de , bud his friends thats plays with us was interesting narhs ... look quite nums of photo . gonna blog up later on ... after that , cabbed back to Baby's home ... thats for the day!

went NUH with baby & Daryl ... Baby went there to see doctor & got 2 days mc larhs ... after that went to Qian hu hmmm , nth much to see as we went quite late arhs ... after that went to somewhere near baby hus & eat dinner lor .. woah , we eaten quite alot ... before we started eating , when i wanted to called my daddie & tell him ii will only be home on Monday , i realise my fone iiss missing ... Daryl went back to his car to see whether its in his car ... when he issh back , he told miee , it not there ... was so sadd liao larh ... bud he found it liiao larhs ... Idiot ! hahahs ... after eating , went to look for weili as she was workin near baby hus ... after that , went to baby hus area , & chit chat lor ... mostly issh both of them chatting larhs ... went bck to baby hus , bath & lie on bed ... didnt sleep well as ii was thinking of alots of things , including of wad they have chatted in fact issh mostly larhs ...

ya as my previous blog was actally 13/10/08... ii cant concentrate myself at wrk , was so moody larhs ... my fren even said ii was not myself narhs ... sorry everyone , ii have no mood to talk , even to my Boyfriend larhs ... so sadd ... after wrk , went home ... slacked , & meeted YJ & SL under my hus, chatted before ii went over to Baby hus ... hmmm ... went to eat with Him & Daryl , then after that chatted under blk with them till 11 plus & went bck his hus !

didnt went to wrk today as i was damm tired in the morning ... slleeps till 12plus & acc baby go pay his bike things , then to AMK to make his com thing ... after thats baby sents me back home & we eat under my blk , smoke & he sent miiee up ... after that he went home le lor ... well ii miss him ... although this few days we r seeing each other almost 24 evryday bud iis till miss him after he went off la ... how ii wish to see him 24/7 lorhs ... every single day larhs ... olrite now , ii gonna go smoke liiao ... miss my baby loads man !!!!

erm quite long didnt blog le arhs .. now i m wrking .. well i m veri tired as last nite ii didnt sleep veri well ar ... i was thinking bout somethings , dunno till wad time then i really fall aslp , now i m really tired ... well my thought was negetive larhs , not positive !!! after listening to bi & Daryl chatting , my thoughts came ... dunno why too .. hahhas ... olrite ! dun kare for wad ii was thinking , i wun tell anione except Yan Jin larhs ... she is the only person that will noe my everything !!! girl ii miss you !!! you should noe wad i meaning le rite ?? now ii shall concentrate on my wrk first ... my filing is piling damm too much liao ! ii hate it .. bud ii really cant really concentrate liiao , half way wrking my thought came again .. WTF !!! get off of my mind larhs ... shit shit shit ... go away !!!!! argggggggg !!!! fuck off !! olrite ii go wrk now ! lunch than blog again !!!

wasnt late for the transport today bud ii still missed it ! the uncle was early today ... aiyo , really difficult to catch his time lorhs ... wth ... went wrk , was so busy na, bud still manage to go out & buy for lunch ... after lunch , i have no more time to rest ... OT till 9.30pm , bud onli manage to file 1 country de files... was damm damm moody today ... even baby says that i m wierd ... well ii dun mean anything ... did i really showed you attitude ? nonono ii nv mean anything my dear ! after wrk , cabbed hme ... bathed & watch tv .. waited for baby call , finally he called ! arggg... wtf ! was angry ... dun wish to say bout wad we chatted ! anyway i m not happy !!!! argggh ! you make miiee going crazy just for the words you have say this few days esp after you come back from thailand ! hais ... my mind is in a mess now !! alot of negative thoughts of cos ! well i dun wish to say ! dun ask me too !!!

today didnt stayed for OT as its my bro birthday , & we are planning to go eat .. last min , sis got crop up at wrk & changes the time & venue for the dinner ... we will jus have a simple fare under my blk ... so sorry BH ... ii hereby wish that you wun mind & of cos may your wishes come through , hope you pass your N level uhs ...

was also busy today at wrk ... additional wrks were given bud pay no increase ! well its ok ... hmmm .. time passes quite fast larhs , & i have been wrking in FIRMENICH for 2 mths plus liiao going 3 mths this 21st ! hmmm ... ii enjoyed working there bud ii dislike some pple there of cos ! well its ok ... at least my department pple treats me nice !! ii read my Zodiac for next year ! later ii gonna copy & paste some into my blog .. so can share with pple with are the same zodiac as me ... hahhas ... abit bo liao larhs ... gonna rest soon ... ii m quite tired...

Personality
Philosophical, wise, calm and understanding, though often fickle or self-indulgent. Elegant to the point of being ostentatious. Can behave selfishly if crossed. A Snake lady is also charming in personality and elegant in dress. She is receptive and a deep thinker and likes to judge by intuition. She is fortunate in wealth through her life.

Philosopher, theologian, political wizard, wily financier - the Snake person is the deepest thinker and enigma of the Chinese cycle. He is endowed with an inborn wisdom of his very own; a mystic in his own right. Graceful and soft-spoken, he loves good books, food, music, the theater; he will gravitate toward all the finer things in life. The most beautiful women and powerful men tend to be born under this sign. So if you are one of the Snake people, you are in good company. A person of this sign generally relies on his own judgment and does not communicate well with others. He can deeply religious or psychic, or on the other hand, totally hedonistic. Either way, he trusts his own vibrations rather than outside advice. More often than not...he will be right.

Overall Forecast
You face an onslaught of danger stars. Even with the presence of lucky stars, you have to have faith and do more deeds. Never brave the frontline. Shun all mess and gossips. Treat others nicely but treat yourself with the utmost discipline. Develop your moral and spiritual self better. Do not involve in any investments.

Personality
Intelligent and self-confident. Patient and methodical, helpful and hardworking. Although they might appear rigid and slow, a kind and active mind is beneath. A Natural born under works systematically, the Ox is responsible for family and believes in authority but is sometimes too stubborn and traditional.

The Ox or the Buffalo sign symbolizes prosperity through fortitude and hard work. A person born during this year will be dependable, calm and methodical. A patient and tireless worker, he sticks to routine and conventions. Although he is generally fair-minded and a good listener, it is difficult to make him change his views as he is stubborn and often has strong prejudices. Still, because of his steady and trustworthy character, the Ox person will be entrusted with positions of authority and responsibility. He will not fall short where duty calls. As a matter of fact, he should be careful not to get carried away.

Your Luck In Year 2009 Overall Forecast A year of offending Tai Sui. Thus, there are major upheavals. Be more vigilant and firm with regards to every undertaking. Be more discerning when making friends. You are constantly burdened by minor issues at hand. Evil star surfaces to cause you great loss of wealth, and bloodshed. You are at the pit of your luck. Fortunately, there is a lucky star present to help you to resolve some of the troubles.

ii was jus praising the transpot uncle for being so early yesterady & todae he was damm late ... hahahs ... Singaporean cant be praise de lor ... wahahhas ... went to wrk bud went on half day as i wasnt feelin that well ... ii feel like vomiting for the half whole day in fact , so went to c doctor in the afternoon lorhs ... actually planned to c doctor bud the clinic was closed for lunch when i reaches my hus downstairs ... well ii m feeling so terrible that time ... so went home slept till around 2 plus & my lil bro acc miiee down to c doctor ... so sweet of him huh ! scare i faint .. hahahs ... was so angri with the doctor lor , suspect that i have baby lahs ... askin all those question like as if i m pregant ... well ii m not !!! hahahs ... still ask miiee check !! crazy you ! hahahs ... then went home slept again till 5 plus 6 liiao ... slack awhile , bathed , watch abit tv shows than cabbed to baby hus ... wasnt feelin any better aso ... at his hus slacked awhile then went to kallang there see him play soccer with his campmate .. ahhahas ...well i m bored bud it still enjoyable watching them playing ar ... they are so funny , all like to talk cocks de lorhs .. that brighten up my night even i wasnt feeling well .. i was feeling better when they was decidign to extend a hour , bud after the game , when we went geylang to eat , & the food issh here , i wasnt feeling well again liiao ... WTH !!! wads is this man ! reaches baby hus bathed & sleeping time ... ahhahas ..

wake up around 1 plus , then went to the market to eat around 3 plus ... after that rent dvd & came home to watch ... Its a nice show named NV BACK DOWN ... nice nice ... watched halfway , Daryl came to bi hus & they went for they training na ... & while i use com lor ... hahhas ... then around 8 plus 9 , we acc Daryl go market eat , & after that went drinking lo ... talk cocks till dunno wad time .. i dint notice the time ... then came home & sleeps again

ii jus wake up not long larhs , hahahs jus have food & now using computer lor ... have nothing much to do , i m blogging @ bi hus again ... my blog being spam again ... thats boring ... hahahs ... ii think uu all r too bored ba ... in fact u all r boring man ... hahahs ... i think ur gf/bf must be bored being with u all this kind of BORING pple ... hahahhas ... lamer ... hahahs ... so nice to spam , then carry on ... i will onli reply when i free ar , spam till u happy ba , hahahhas ... see how long you can spam ba ... hahahas ... spam till you happy , & i will stay here & watch !! hahahas ... Yeahs =)

ii feel damm bad over the perfume things narhs .. wad i hear iiss so diff ? ii didnt see the stock narhs , bud if its realli fake , the suppiler , you r damm fuck up lars ... you make miee & my bf hen nan zhuo ren lehs ... fuckers ... there is no ways i m going to help you in sales or wadeva again ... once is enuf & you make miee so pai seh liiao ... luckily the first batch of stocks is fine , or else i aso dunno how to ans again ! bud why this stock so sucks !!! & somemore happen to my bf de sis .. WTH larhs ... you realli make miee tou ta larhs ... asshole !!!

OMG .. my head was damm pain from morning till now larhs !! argghhh ! reaches wk place @ 750am today ... changes transport bus & aso the uncle ... hmm this uncle was damm zhun si man ! hahhas 7am sharp reaches woodlands liiao , then 7.12 like that reaches panjang & 7.27am reaches CCK ... cant be late next time le , or else dont even haf the time to rush to CCK lorhs ... hahhas ... was damm busy today during wrk , dun have the time to rest lor... Esp after my lunch ... had a wonderful time during lunch .. teaching Eric to speak Chinese larhs ... ahhahs ... he is damm funny lor ... make the 4 of us laugh like wad ... then ii smoked & went back to wrk liiao .. so tiring ... wrk & wrk till 430pm , works still coming in . rush till 440pm like that then manage to go toilet & then wwent up transport . headache all the way till now ... tml fri , must do OT ... thinking of whether should i do larh bud i onli haf 2 mths left to clear all filing including those that will be given to me in the next 2 mths , how m i going to finish it jus during wrking hrs , sure must do ot de rite ?? sadded ! my whole body aches , i need a full body massage man !! to relax & enjoy ! hahahs

past few days was quite enjoyable bud was quite hurt of wad bi says to me , i knew he was jokin bud er ... thats hurts me alot ar baby !!! if i were the one telling you the same things , how would you feel? sure you will have the same feeling as me de k ! hopefully you wun do that again my dear ! its really hurts me ... somethings you joke i m ok , bud somethings before you joke rite , think of my feeling kkiies ... IILOVEYOUBABY !! ii m getting sick soon again .. throat getting damm pain & is kind of ichy lorhs . its getting terrible ... well ii miss my boyfriend ...

ii think if you wanna know so much , y dun you add me in MSN ? i can answer you everything there ! bud i doubt you dare ! ahhahas ... ii dun mind you reading the past bud dun ask so many stupid & bo liao question can ? you make me feel that you r so sua gu lorhs ... ahhahs .. erm . you r saying my bf guilty ? hahahs .. this is between ME & HIM !! wad for we tell you so much lehs ? is it you have no BF/GF ? make you feel so bored till you wan to interfer in OUR RELATIONSHIP ? hahahhas ... you make me feel i m so muCh mature then you larhs ! normally pple says i m childish bud i think u r more worst than me , at least i reads pple blog bud i dun like to spam pple , i will aso put my BIG NAME up !! hahahs as i have nth to hide of ! i think u must have wasted alot of time doing all this stupid & childish thin ba ?? hahahs bud actually no one wanna kare about wad you do .. feel bored then go do some meaningful things then come here & dirty my blog ! hahahs maybe u can go make more frens & you will slowly be more mature & not doing all these childish matter ... hahhas ... NEXT TIME I HOPE TO SEE UR BIG NAME THAN JUS A STUPID FACE ! HAHAHAHAHAHA