♥ THE LOVE WE HAD ! ♥

28/11/08
after wrk , went to Raffles City to collect Baby's presents , it came out not like wad i expected ! after that meet Baby , Daryl & our VIP at dobby ghaut for our steamboat session .. for mths le , finally we got to have the steamboat session ... after that went PS walk walk lor... then ii saw a pants from ESPRIT which i think is nice but i didnt buy it .. cos wear liao not really fit ... quite sadd actually but i saved money ... hahahs : ) after that VIP went off & Baby , daryl & me continue walking , Baby found the game he is looking for liiao & he bought it lor : ) After that Daryl tot of singing , & i feel like to so ask-ed baby to go too ... starting he didnt want to , but end up we went Chevron to Sing ... hahahs ... we started singing at 12 & till 250am ... went back Baby's hus & bath-ed , sleep-ed !!!

29/11/08

HAPPY 6th MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY !!!

its our 6th month anniversary ! wake up , peii him play games , while is he play i watch na ... hahahs same old thing .. gave him the present , hoped he will like it .. well ii make him a small album of all our photos ... i make that for him jus to let him noe i treasure the times we r togther .. first time making that .. IILOVEYOUBABY .. 6 MTHS LE ..

30/11/08

wake up & realise baby has alrdy wake up & busy painting le .. bath-ed & started to play audi .. after that his turn to play & i watch lor .. its diff from the past few week , this time i sit nxt to him watchin him to play , hoping that he will realise that i have been neglected , but he seem engrossed in his game .. that is what i m sadd about ... hais ... when will he actually realise that i feel left out by him : (
wadeva you told me y you always play game , ok it make senses , but do you think everytime you should treat me like that ?? i just wanted to feel loved & ur care , but i have not felt that for how long le ? you always says that you loved me , cared for me , wanted me to feel that i m being loved ! serioulsy i do not feel that , do you noe ??? hais , pple say we are sweet but no one noes how i felt ! who can i talk to ?? even my precious nuer has to accompany her bf , i cant expect her to listen to all my problem every single day . hais !!!

then for friends , seriously i dun think i have real friends , y do i say that ? only got problems , then my fone will ring , 1st sentence , didnt even ask how m i getting one , fine not , they will jus ask can you help me this & that .. ehs , this is wad you all called friends ??? pls think bout it .
seriously , wad are sisters for ?? be there when you need them rite , show them ur care , even one week per msg , i aso happy la ... where were you all when i needed you all , only when i voice out then u will pretend to msg or write comments in friends , blog & all that . you noe who are you la .. in fact now i dun kare liao , dun even bother to msg me la !