♥ THE LOVE WE HAD ! ♥

Baby is back from US on 28/02/09 & its his birthday too : )
Happy Birthday Baby & Welcome back !!! & It counted our early nine mth as no 29/02:(... BABYIILOVEYOUFOREVER

Cab to airport to fetch him & wait-ed for his dad to fetch us back to his hus : )
So long nv see him , have a lot to says but end-ed up i nv say anithing ! brought along his presents , the chocolates & hearts that i make till yesterday mid nite.. Plann-ed to make a 1000 hearts but failed : ( not enuf time ... & i only made 700 over hearts . for me i thinks it not good enuf !! i m not happy with that : ( hais ..
On the way to his hus , recieve a fone call from the cake shop , the surprise i planned spoilt liiao! As baby sis got yoga lesson till late & cant reach baby home on time . so the deliverman out it at Baby neighbour house . So no choice i have to ask baby to go & take from the neighbour. quite dissapointed as it was meant to be a surprise for him ! Saw all the present baby bought for his family but not mine. he dun wan let me see !! hummp!!
Cut cake with baby & his parents .. the cake is nice but its hard as they put in freezer! but its nice .. I start to love it : ) hahahas ... took pics . will be upload soon !
Went out 11 plus plus with him & we spent a wonderful nite together alone... hahhas .. Only two of us ... really enjoy that nite with no one disturbs ! :) we drinks, we play games & we listen songs ... hahahas ... really a enjoyable nite :) Only then then he give me my presents.. Wow .. i love it all ... Thanks baby ! He is really thoughtful knowing wad i likes ... I m fortunate to have such a sweet bf like him ! Thanks god for letting me noe this BD(stand for ben dan) !!! hahahhaas :) He iis my LOVES !! [[there is still things thats hurts]] -.- Imagine u passin the one you love presents and he is like dun care , how much efforts i have put in ! ask him open & see , keep forgetting . try the chocolates , u r full ! i aso dunno wad you thinking ! nvm i keep quiet !!! but deep inside , it hurts like hell ... broken !! its really broken ! hais ... nv say , nv show doesnt mean i dont care ! hais !!!! : (

Sunday nth much ... back to his home , eat , bath , sleep ... hahhas ... doubt he has get use to Singapore time yet ! cos he is always tired ! times up , he wans sleep liao .. hhahas ... So he sleeps , i followed ! hahahas :) Wake up as Daryl was ther to meet Baby ...went downstair to eat dinner , chat under baby blk & up to his hus again ... Uncomfortable feelings was attacking me ! i m feeling awful ... Cramps , aches & feels like vomiting ! arggghhh ... Wad is going on ??? I dunnoo!!! 12 plus sleep but i dunno wad time i fall alseep cant sleep but baby sleep so fast & went to wrk today ..

Mon.. Cabb to wrk in the morning from Baby hus . Reach wrk place early but no more cig for me .. went to office , fill my water , make milo ... Once i see my table , i wanna faint lor ... wth ... so many things ... start-ed with all the applying of Certificates & insurances ... follow by scanning & faxing ... Then wnet smoking with Alicia . She gave me cig as i haven buy yet ! back to wrk .. my cramps is back .. all the feeling is like attacking me again .. terrible !! 12 went lunch .. 1 pm back from lunch & wrk again ... rush till like mad woman .. more & more thing to do each day ! learning but suffering... Its like under paid na .. actually only lady ask me do thins i shouldnt be doing but other see liiao aso ask me do , so become like i m busy & they are free lor .. so unfair rite ! Boss still wan perm to go home on time , & i stay !!! wad logic sio ?? i m being abused ! so sian ... sadd ..